but honestly you should

1.stop posting here or anywhere on the internet, find a new hobby, it's not healthy for you, or anyone who comes in contact with you for that matter,

2.get a job, any job,then try to do something with your degrees and look for a job while you are working at petstore/sucking dicks on the corner, be useful

3.go to a shrink once/twice maybe 3 times a week, work though your terrible childhood/terrible adulthood, and get the fuck over it,

4.meet a nice fella, move out of your rat trap apt, and settle down and raise some kids, if your insides are not rotten or broken yet,

5.when you are on your way to your job one morning listening to the penguin island morning show, thnk of me, and smile, knowing that i love you lisa,a,,,,dsfas