wow... if you are serious then keep in mind it's virtually guaranteed not to work doing it alone. go to NA, go to 90 meetings in your first 90 days if possible. get a sponsor. work the steps but at a steady pace - it's not a race.
you'll need to embrace spirtual (not religious) principles. most addicts it turns out are atheist/agnostic and don't identify with a particular higher power, but to recover they must accept that there exists some sort of loving, higher power out there - even if that ends up just being NA as a whole.
you'll find alot of ups and downs in your first few months clean. once you learn how to practice acceptance, you'll find that when things go well, even little things, they will appear ten miles tall compared to the things that will go wrong. and then the big things that go well, those will make you fucking euphoric for days or weeks on end. within 3-12 months of clean living, you'll probably find that you're happier than you ever been in your entire life.
i wish you the best
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