just delete my account

[BatteriWyfe]

and one last thing‏

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how dare you try to make me feel guilty. Shame on you.
I would have worked with you in any way you wanted to make things work out, and figure things out together.
It's one thing when you no longer like somebody and don't want to talk to them anymore, but to make them feel like they're responsible, and push them down into a pit of guilt and malaise, I feel abused, weak, and helpless.

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trust me, i'm not going to email you after this ever. As soon as you stop replying to this thread, you're not ever going to hear from me again.

[BatteriWyfe]

So I talked to doli last night‏

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Doli kind of talked some sense into me last night, and pointed out that I've been a huge creep for the past 3 months, and I've pretty much just been bothering you for months. I'm going to leave you alone and stop sending you e-mails asking to be my friend again.

But look, this is what they always wanted. I wasn't actually a creep to begin with; it was always their goal to split us from being friends, so they just kept insisting anything they thought might do that, and just kept telling you that I was a creep until you started believing them -- and you listened to them. I can't believe you'd follow what a group of people think instead of doing what you think is right, I thought you were way different than that.

I've known these guys for years. You may think you understand their antics, but you don't. They do lead you along a lot of the time for their own amusement. And that really bothers me that you trusted them over me. Do you really think that's fair? After I was such a good friend to you for so long?

I pretty much had to give up my reputation with all of them because I chose you over them; and you know what? The reason I've seemed like such a big pussy was so I could try and bring both sides together. You think Doli is so attractive for being witty and clever? The guy is a tool. You're actually attracted to that? Someone who treats you like shit instead of someone who actually cares about you? I mean think about it, really think about it, you like him because you think he's one of the popular ones of the group, and you started disliking me for not being the popular one. You're following the crowd, it's fucking stupid, I didn't know you were like that.

So you wonder why I'm acting like a little bitch, one reason is because I've been fighting back how pissed off I feel because I can't believe how you're acting.

I ruined all my friendships on that forum for you; I've wasted months of my life now, I feel like an idiot. Have you honestly forgotten how great of friends we used to be? How can you just block out your memory of me like that?
And even though you deny it, your actions caused my real name to get leaked. You used my real first name on the forum when I didn't want you to, and flag told everyone my full name after that. Do you realize I can not fucking defend myself in arguments now because they'll just turn around and try and ruin me in real life then? So when you were laughing at me in tinychat and felt embarrassed for me when I was apologizing to marks, its because he was recording everything I was saying like a fucking lunatic, and I wanted to get on his good side so he'd just leave me the hell alone. And you wonder why I've been such a pussy.

It's all your choice who you do and don't want to be friends with. But you know it as well as I do, you've done wrong to me.
How can you just ignore someone who wants to be your friend so bad and looks up to you? Especially after you and that person only really had each other for 7 months and would talk like you were in love. Was it all just some strategy of yours? Did you really throw it all away just to make them jealous and get their attention? You're sick, I don't know if you can't see what you're doing or not, but like I've said in the past, it's in your shadow; take a look at yourself, seriously.

Please, don't ever do this to a guy again. You broke my heart. Do you get off on that or something? Does it make you feel wanted and popular to mess with a guy's head like that and have him obsess over you?

I'm not obsessed over you, that's all their invention they planted in your head. I'm actually just sad because I lost a best friend and I've been trying to get her back. I'm acting the way I'm acting because normal people don't act like you've been acting.

Whatever this wasn't well written because I get writer's block when my mind is being raped, so I don't expect it to convince you, but I wanted to at least mention all those things, because it makes me sick thinking that you're just going to move on and think everything you've done is okay, I don't want to give you that pleasure.

So that's that, I am going to leave you alone now. I mean I did my best, I really wanted to be your friend again, and God knows I've tried as hard as I could to be your friend again, but I'd be an idiot if I wasted any more time on this silly bullshit

[always stevey]

i feel weak abused and helpless

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I was blasted out of my mind when i wrote that wall of text, that was some good shit

[BatteriWyfe]

what gives you the right to send me 100 e-mails after I told you to leave me alone and then try and tell me not to tell anyone?

fuck off

[BatteriWyfe]

i'm hopeless‏

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sorry to have inconvenienced you.

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what gives you the right to send me 100 e-mails after I told you to leave me alone and then try and tell me not to tell anyone?

fuck off

i count 15 for the entire month of July. Not hundreds. And no, you told me "give me some time, dont call me, i'll call you", you didnt flat out say never to talk to you again

[BatteriWyfe]

look, doli has totally turned you against me‏

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I didn't know it bothered you that much when I emailed you.. I'm sorry for being a creep, I'm sorry it ever got like this
if you do some day want to talk to me or say hello or something, you can.
I hope one day you remember how good of friends we used to be. Until then, goodbye

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and most of those emails are like one sentence long and they're just harmless, you're making it out to sound like all i do all day is write lengthy letters to you

[BatteriWyfe]

and hey‏

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I don't want you to feel bad. I just wanted you to at least acknowledge that stuff so you can see where I was coming from.
I think it'd be good to part ways on a good note, you know?

I'm sorry that I was bothering you for some time, it was a shitty thing of me to do.

I'm sorry I that I kept saying I'd move on but then end up messaging you again a day or two later; it's just been difficult for me. You were after all a good friend, and I got attached to you. But anyways, this time will be it, okay? =) I'm glad I was lucky enough to get to be friends with you, even if it wasn't forever - it was all worth it. =)

Take care of yourself, and I'll try to take care of myself too. Goodbye Lisa =)

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look, doli has totally turned you against me‏

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I didn't know it bothered you that much when I emailed you.. I'm sorry for being a creep, I'm sorry it ever got like this
if you do some day want to talk to me or say hello or something, you can.
I hope one day you remember how good of friends we used to be. Until then, goodbye

yeah that was the last email you got from me and its the last one youre EVER going to get from me

[BatteriWyfe]

this is driving me crazy‏

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what should i do? do you think you can say anything to help me out?

look, i'm really sorry, i don't mean to be annoying or anything like that, I just want to be your friend again so bad

I know its stupid that I can't just let it go.

Is there anything you would you like me to do? Just name anything and I'll do it. If you want me to just move on, I will, but if you want to be my friend again, it'd mean so much to me, I'd feel happy again.

Think you could talk it over with me over mic right now? That would be really cool

[BatteriWyfe]

pleeeaaaase‏

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i promise youll have fun if you hang out with me tonight

[BatteriWyfe]

hey there miss sexy pants‏

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should come on skype and chat with me!!

[BatteriWyfe]

lisaaaaaaaa!‏

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i love you

[kosher dildo]

i can't win..
lisa thinks im some psycho stalker who would hurt her now when all i wanted was to be her friend...
im giving up.. she'll never want to be my friend again.. it hurts.. this place just makes me miserably depressed.. please IP ban me so i cant come back
i feel pathetic and ugly

You're the best barry forum troll ever, PD. Keep up the good work.

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i thought youd actually read them and give them some thought like a decent human being, not just ignore them and laugh about me

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you know what nevermind‏

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you're a terrible friend.
I'd be there for you in a heartbeat if you ever needed me, but you'd never return that favor.
I'm done. Bye.

[BatteriWyfe]

can you come on skype for a little bit? i'm really depressed right now‏

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it'd mean a lot to me.. idk

[BatteriWyfe]

sorry, i really miss you =(‏

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is there anything i can do? i'll do anything =(
you could light up my whole world by being my friend
gah i'm sorry... i hope one day we'll be friends again
i'll stop bugging you...

[BatteriWyfe]

hey, you should come on tinychat‏

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=)

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hey, what are you doing tonight?‏

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Show content|I trust spunkyskunk347@msn.com. Always show content.
want to come hang out with me on skype? =)
i really wanted to talk to you about quantum physics =P

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I don't want to argue with you. I'm logging off now

[BatteriWyfe]

its michael, won't send any more messages after this‏

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We don't have to be depressed.
My doors will always be open to you, no matter what, I promise. If you ever want to talk to me or be my friend again some day, feel free, I'll be there for you.
I wasn't trying to come across as a creep last night.. I was having an anxiety attack
I just want you to be happy..

I am a little obsessed with you, but so what :) that's kind of a good thing, think about it, you have someone who will do anything you want him to, and will always be there for you. It's not like I'm going to stalk you or go psycho on you lol, I'd never do that. What more could you want? You can have me, and still have other guys, I just want to give to you and I don't ask for anything in return. Doesn't that feel good? I personally would love to have someone like that. I want to take care of you and be the guy of your dreams, there's nothing else in the world I want more. Just say the word and we can make it happen :)

Just communicate with me. If you're not in the mood to talk to me, all you have to do is say so. Anything you want, just ask.

I'll leave you alone now unless you talk to me first.
Love, Michael

[BatteriWyfe]

you alright?‏

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hey, wondering if you're okay

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i hope you're alright‏

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i do care about you. i hope you're doing okay

[BatteriWyfe]

i want to share my theory on quantum gravity with you =\‏

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want to be friends again?

[BatteriWyfe]

and hey‏

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I don't want you to feel bad. I just wanted you to at least acknowledge that stuff so you can see where I was coming from.
I think it'd be good to part ways on a good note, you know?

I'm sorry that I was bothering you for some time, it was a shitty thing of me to do.

I'm sorry I that I kept saying I'd move on but then end up messaging you again a day or two later; it's just been difficult for me. You were after all a good friend, and I got attached to you. But anyways, this time will be it, okay? =) I'm glad I was lucky enough to get to be friends with you, even if it wasn't forever - it was all worth it. =)

Take care of yourself, and I'll try to take care of myself too. Goodbye Lisa =)

[always stevey]

youre abusive

lmao!

Fuck off, weirdo.