that was mostly because I couldnt' stand ob, that was one of the biggest regrets of my life, but now you realize how much ob sucks too and I barely remember any of that, my back hurts 24/7 my veins aren't even in my body any more I'm in too much physical pain to care about the internet or pay attention but since I've been going into the tinychats I now know like I said you're not a lunatic who thinks they're perfectly normal like the other lizards in fact I think even the rubynet crew is even more insane than you because everyone in that chat besides me is a fucking loser and only you can be honest with yourself