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I have nowhere to go.

My family abused me.

The only person in my life was someone who picked me up off the street battered and bruised and in shock and they turned out to be a ice junky who was using me for what he could. These are not things I want in my life.

I tried really hard to do something worthwhile. In spite of all the shit, not even having a home through highschool and never finishing I went and got myself two degrees when I was 21 and sat an entry exam and was lucky enough to be smart enough yto blitz it in, and that's about the only time in my life where having brain gave me a lift up, I wanted to teach and help children get through school because I never did and spent years before university living in what was hell, a violent man putting me in hospital because frankly I didn't know any better... and I did teach for a couple of years but I've seen too much shit there that I can't deal with and it only took a couple of kicks of the stool out from under me and I just can't... I just can't, I am not emotionally equipped to do that anymore. I got other jobs that wouldn't be as stressfull but when I lost those things just got worse and worse. Now I'm in a situation where junkies pick me up off the street when I'm bashed on xmas day because I'm even more pathetic than them. I've got nothing, nothing anymore and all I can worry about is what will happen to my cat. I'm not on a pension and I am struggling a lot, there is no safety net for me anymore, no family, no-one who cares... just mounting debts of bills that I can barely even pay anymore. I can't understand people at all... I can't understand why they do these horrible things to each other.... an ice junky actually looked good to me because he was the kindest person I had actually met in a really long time.

I don't spend my money on pot... I wish I could like I used to when I had money... it made things seem better. I wish there was somewhere I could take my cat so I knew she would be spoilt and looked after and I could just go quitely die. I had stopped breathing after my brother bashed me and I wish I had just been left to die.... it was easy to die at that point but people had to bring me back just so I could suffer more shit.. why? Why is everything like this? What the fuck kind of place is this and what the fuck kind of people are some of you. Some of you here aren't bad people at all but I just can't stand these pieces of shit, Ic an't stand them here and I can't stand them in the world anymore and I don't think I can fight any of them anymore. There is no help for what I'm going through but I honestly just don't think I lay here and take it anymore.... I just want to die but what will happen to my cat? My cat is the only good and pure thing in my life.

It's obviously true, I have obviously lost my mind but I don't even want my mind back in a world like this, if sane and doing well is doing to people what has been done to me and what I've seen others do even to children then I don't want to be sane, I don't even want to exist in way where I am aware of anything anymore.

What the fuck is this place and what the fuck kind of people are SOME of you? Am I supossed to abuse people, lie, use people to have a good life? Because I don't even want a life anymore. There is literally nothing more I have to offer or give and I can't live in a world like this anymore, I want out. Something bad is going to happen again... I know this feeling... something bad is going to happen... I hope I get to die this time and to the shit people I hope you burn on earth and to the good people, I wish you could be spared the abhorrent things that go on in this world but I at least hope you have comfort and some measure of happiness and I hope you are surrounded by other good people.

[UofLCardfan08]

(.)(.) real women

. . lisa

[UofLCardfan08]

stephie is a shitpostn faggot x2

[always stevey]

heh

[Autistic Spectrum]

is peter out of jail yet

liaaaaaaasaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[rubycalaber]

I """""""""""""""""""""""""""""dobbed"""""""""""""""""""""""""""" him into the cops

[Autistic Spectrum]

ruby this is pi, please, please delete lisa, we can not have austlirain women running around here who have double standards!

[BatteriWyfe]

is peter out of jail yet

I don't know but the letters seem to hav finally stopped

after about 50, 20 page long letters sent from jail

[Autistic Spectrum]

any more maps to meth head treasure,

[BatteriWyfe]

ruby this is pi, please, please delete lisa, we can not have austlirain women running around here who have double standards!

it's not the same

it isn't even anyone in this forum

it's people whoi were harassing the fuck out me day and night, I was posting it as a safety issue

[Autistic Spectrum]

cody and marks where scared u where going to private message them or ask them to see there dicks, it's a safety issue lisa,

[Autistic Spectrum]

also lol do you belive your own bullshit are u really this insane,

I have nowhere to go.

My family abused me.

The only person in my life was someone who picked me up off the street battered and bruised and in shock and they turned out to be a ice junky who was using me for what he could. These are not things I want in my life.

I tried really hard to do something worthwhile. In spite of all the shit, not even having a home through highschool and never finishing I went and got myself two degrees when I was 21 and sat an entry exam and was lucky enough to be smart enough yto blitz it in, and that's about the only time in my life where having brain gave me a lift up, I wanted to teach and help children get through school because I never did and spent years before university living in what was hell, a violent man putting me in hospital because frankly I didn't know any better... and I did teach for a couple of years but I've seen too much shit there that I can't deal with and it only took a couple of kicks of the stool out from under me and I just can't... I just can't, I am not emotionally equipped to do that anymore. I got other jobs that wouldn't be as stressfull but when I lost those things just got worse and worse. Now I'm in a situation where junkies pick me up off the street when I'm bashed on xmas day because I'm even more pathetic than them. I've got nothing, nothing anymore and all I can worry about is what will happen to my cat. I'm not on a pension and I am struggling a lot, there is no safety net for me anymore, no family, no-one who cares... just mounting debts of bills that I can barely even pay anymore. I can't understand people at all... I can't understand why they do these horrible things to each other.... an ice junky actually looked good to me because he was the kindest person I had actually met in a really long time.

I don't spend my money on pot... I wish I could like I used to when I had money... it made things seem better. I wish there was somewhere I could take my cat so I knew she would be spoilt and looked after and I could just go quitely die. I had stopped breathing after my brother bashed me and I wish I had just been left to die.... it was easy to die at that point but people had to bring me back just so I could suffer more shit.. why? Why is everything like this? What the fuck kind of place is this and what the fuck kind of people are some of you. Some of you here aren't bad people at all but I just can't stand these pieces of shit, Ic an't stand them here and I can't stand them in the world anymore and I don't think I can fight any of them anymore. There is no help for what I'm going through but I honestly just don't think I lay here and take it anymore.... I just want to die but what will happen to my cat? My cat is the only good and pure thing in my life.

It's obviously true, I have obviously lost my mind but I don't even want my mind back in a world like this, if sane and doing well is doing to people what has been done to me and what I've seen others do even to children then I don't want to be sane, I don't even want to exist in way where I am aware of anything anymore.

What the fuck is this place and what the fuck kind of people are SOME of you? Am I supossed to abuse people, lie, use people to have a good life? Because I don't even want a life anymore. There is literally nothing more I have to offer or give and I can't live in a world like this anymore, I want out. Something bad is going to happen again... I know this feeling... something bad is going to happen... I hope I get to die this time and to the shit people I hope you burn on earth and to the good people, I wish you could be spared the abhorrent things that go on in this world but I at least hope you have comfort and some measure of happiness and I hope you are surrounded by other good people.

[BatteriWyfe]

Erik Nielsen is a person with phone number +1 (203) 632-5439 and is located at 16 Moore Ave, Naugatuck, Connecticut, United States.

[Autistic Spectrum]

look out, a meth head stuck there dick in me, then cummed in my hole, it's a saftey issue i must ask a bunch of fags 2 call him on the phone for saftey

breaking bad hymen

[BatteriWyfe]

I thought you were the safety squad

safety not guaranteed

[rubycalaber]

a "saftey issue"?

do you mean in case he fucking murdered you the cops would find this thread and realize he did it?

[BatteriWyfe]

look

fuck these harassing pieces of shit in the head with a stick

I never even knew anne and this psycho retard was given peter the piece of shit's phone and got my fucking number off it and started harassing me and was giving out my infomation everywhere

just fuck those pieces of shit in the heaf with a stick and do what the fuck you want with this 6 month old topic

you could even shove it up your ass

yup, this is why you should be wary when dealing with psychopaths

[steveyos]

lisa needs to stop posting people's info

[Autistic Spectrum]

hi

[BatteriWyfe]

sure

keep it bumped

serves the harassing piece of shit right

piece of shit also gave my personal info to cody

[Autistic Spectrum]

ya but u posted his phone number first where codey posts, do u get this, did u learn any lesson from this at all , lol god dammit lisa, what is wrong with you

[Autistic Spectrum]

like codey would not have become best friends with 20 austrlian meth heads and get your phone number, if u did not post your boyfriends phone number, cause i assure you nobody but codey cared enough to call,

[BatteriWyfe]

yep I posted his number

and I will post anyone phone number who wants to harass me with unwanted phone calls and texts non-stop 24/7

basically if I've told you to stop and you haven't well then you are a piece of shit

[Autistic Spectrum]

ya it worked out really great, u should totally keep repeating the patterns in your life, they have worked out so well for you, i mean u own an inflateable bathtub, and a cat,

[BatteriWyfe]

well I doubt you have guys calling you 24/7 harassing you dp so I really don't think you'd have a clue about it