Quote Originally Posted by m0nde View Post
bobhugs, did you relapse at all? are you still attending NA with people you look down on?
no, i don't expect i'll ever pick up again... a couple months ago i got to that point in recovery where i enjoy not being fucked up even if i'm having a bad day i feel good getting through it without having to depend on drugs or alcohol. i still go to NA but i got sick of my homegroup so i see them maybe once a month and go to a more serious meeting every 1-2 weeks. i am a little jaded with NA in general but that happens to everyone and it will pass... besides i'm too scared to stop going completely because with or without NA i'll always be in some danger of relapse the rest of my life, and NA can help me to where i don't have to let that fear dominate my life or let my addiction define who i am