Quote Originally Posted by Moonman View Post
a part of me thinks that one of the times i used to slash my arm up it actually killed me and I'm not alive right now, my soul is just trying to cohere what the rest of my life would have been like so the gatekeeper is able to determine whether I should go to heaven or to hell
no you're alive but think of how much fun it would be to be dead I'll bet bleeding out is like the ultimate high