I don't even know how I ended up in this forum.

[Autistic Spectrum]

I CAN RELATE. you have been traumatized, and are damaged by it, and with no support system to heal you heal, you did your best, and you did really good. You are impressive. Many people would never have been able to do what you did. So please, do not give up. Your cat needs you, first of all. And the WORLD needs people like you. IF you kill yourself, you are leaving behind all the people who need your help. I know it hurts, and it hurts a lot, to stay alive. But trust me, there are s many people and animals who are hurting worse. How to get better? 1) Find your people. Go to narcanon meetings, talk, because talking is very therapeutic. 2) Get disability, perhaps? because you seem like you have PTSD, and you need some time to heal. It's never been addressed. You need some time to just relax, heal, and try to retrain your brain. Your brain was wired wrong by the abuse you took when you were growing up. It's no wonder you are having trouble now. 3) Focus on YOU - heal yourself. you can't begin to help anyone else through this nightmare until you are somewhat healed. refer back to # 2.
Take-away message: you are incredible. You have done so much, when given such a shitty start. you know how many douchebags have been given total privelege and they just waste it? lots. you are one of the good ones. i just want to hug you.

[always stevey]

please excuse me while I vomit. :(

[Tahiti Joe]

I love nice titties.

[www.whatthefuck.com]

I love nice titties.

i agree butterface man, you hose her off and thats a straight up dog