this is war

[Autistic Spectrum]

I think you should take a minute to breathe. you feel stuck, and I'm sorry that you've gone through so much. You're seeing all the bad points of life and people, but I promise you there's a good side. And there's no reason you can't be part of it. Please do not do anything rash, or hurt yourself. I am very worried about you. Call the the suicide hotline, if you are having thoughts of killing yourself. They can help you.