They are right. I shouldn't have any pot. That would just be terrible for my mental health.

[Lisa's Babysitter]

lisa did you have a herpes flare up, did you try to killyourself again, my mind is filling in the blanks, and none of it's pretty, you need to tell me, you need to share,

No I wanted to take myself in until such a time as I didn't feel like... this.