Please Lisa, we here at Rubynet™ are concerned for your well being and hope that you can get through this, if perhaps you need it one of us can talk you through it in private.
We at Rubynet™ think it is in your best interest to cease posting here as you only seem to get into disagreements and add nothing of value to this small remote community, you need to stop posting and reading this forum all together to let the wounds close and perhaps get a hobby such as reading fantasy books to forget how terrible your life is or maybe surfing at the beach(hope you get eaten by a shark).

Please take some time and give this some thought,
We care about you.
-Rubynet™