Since I'm using lisa's old account I'll post some highlights from her pm box

[Lisa Claus]

I can't imagine what you've been through. please try and pull out of it. The debt you don't have to pay. There are ways to get rid of it. God bless you. hope you feel better.

Thankyou, I am surprised that you are a decent person after all. I'm just popping in to reply to some people who were worried... to save my breath I'll just copy and paste what I just pmed to Tim. It is probably better if I am no longer discussed in the forum.

I went to the hospital. I did find out though that I am pregnant. I told Pete but he just txted me a bunch of rubbish. I am seeing a doctor on Wednesday to discuss my options. Am trying not to make any rash decisions. Pete will be going to court over his drug bust. No matter what I decide to do about the pregnancy he will no longer have anything to do with my life. He is not in a position to support me in any event. But anyway such is life. Just wanted to pop in and saw your post so wanted to let you know I am ok but I probably will not be posting anymore. Take care of yourself anyway. Later mate.

I wish you the best. I've had my problems and understand a little of what you go through. The world
is full of shitty people. I don't care what people say here. It's more of a fun pass the time thing. Please come back and chat if you can. Hope you work through your problems. Get help if you need it.

I am trying to access the services that might be able to help me. I see the doctor tomorrow about the preganancy. Pete has gone full psycho on me. No help there. Whatever I decide it's not an easy decision or one I can take lightly. I really fucked up by getting pregnant but I would be about 2 and half weeks so it's still very early... I don't know... it's a pretty unpleasant situation but people have been through worse.

It's all up to you to keep it or not. Consider your situation and own health. Stay away from bad people.
Just my two cents. Good luck God Bless.

thankyou.

You actually can be a decent person when you want... I like you this way much better.

I'm not jack. I'm not a girl. Just an alt for fun. I really do sympathize because I've been through
alot myself. I see alot of injustace in the world. My wifes friend just got murdered by a 21 year old punk
just released from the Military. Then he killed himeself. I've had alot of tragedy in the last few years
of my life. We must reach out and help each other when we can. Even though you're half way around the world. I think you have a good soul and mean well. I wish you well. Please take care.

I will thankyou. Sorry to hear about that tragedy and yeah that's a bit of what I have trouble dealing with now. The injustices. It seems as though the people who use and step/trample on and over people just get further and further ahead and when you are down all anyone wants to do is kick you to make sure you stay down.
I hate Cody so much, that guy is still at it and he's just one of the most horrible people I've ever come across... only in a place like this he gets commended for it. I just can't comprehend the way some people operate and what gets them off and that is all they seem to care about. Well I don't really know who you are but I used to trust Flag and Jack was such a horrible person and when you were trolling me and Flag said you were jack it just seemed to make sense to me at the time. But I would have never thought jack had a decent bone in his body or agood side at all. It doesn't really matter to me anymore who people are. I tend to see people as either good or bad. You were one of the couple of people who decided to show me a decent side when all this shit happened so just thankyou for that. It has helped. My perspective was starting to be that everyone was bad and just interested in using people. I wish everyone could start helping each other more instead of trying to destroy each other. It really makes me sick to think what goes on in the world and some of the stuff happening makes my whole life seem like a picnic but that's hardly a comfort.. in fact it's terrorfying. Anyway I guess I'll stop dumping my problems on you and just take some time to try and figure things out. It's the absolute pits being a female you know.