Ok, I went a bit crazy a few weeks ago

[Dirty Beatle]

and during that episode I got all my cloths out of the wardrobe and threw them outside. I don't know what the purpose of that was but I also at that time made trip wires around all my doors, I don't know why I did that either. But anyway it's been a real hassle because all my cloths are in the yard and I have been having to load by load bring them in and wash them and dry them, I now have two huge piles of clean cloths inside and still piles of cloths outside just like rotting or whatever in the yard. It seems at this point that I cannot get on top of all this washing I wish I knew why I did that and I'm going to cry.

[maks]

breaking news lisa is insane

[maks]

you're not crazy in a cute "lol im so crazy" way lisa you're crazy in a scary "holy shit this person is legit fucked up" way. get help for god's sake

[steveyos YOLO]

Just thinking about choking her unconscious gets my pants tight

[maks]

I'm still thinking about the girl from work, I'm like 80% sure she wants to fuck me and it's eating me up inside because she's totally my type

[maks]

my girlfriend's cat just came and sat n my arm he doesn't approve of this kind of talk

[Dirty Beatle]

There are worse things I could have done than throw all my cloths out into the yard and go sleep walking thinking that I had to "go towards the light" by climbing over fences in the middle of the night and end up in the car repair shop standing under a security light with oversized pants fallen to my ankles before my wherewithal returned enough for me to realise where I was and have to climb back over a huge barbed wire fence to get back out and go home. But it is still really annoying because I have so much washing to do. I'm upset because I'm mentally disabled.

[asux]

and during that episode I got all my cloths out of the wardrobe and threw them outside. I don't know what the purpose of that was but I also at that time made trip wires around all my doors, I don't know why I did that either. But anyway it's been a real hassle because all my cloths are in the yard and I have been having to load by load bring them in and wash them and dry them, I now have two huge piles of clean cloths inside and still piles of cloths outside just like rotting or whatever in the yard. It seems at this point that I cannot get on top of all this washing I wish I knew why I did that and I'm going to cry.

CIA HAS BEEN DRUGGING YOU

[asux]

There are worse things I could have done than throw all my cloths out into the yard and go sleep walking thinking that I had to "go towards the light" by climbing over fences in the middle of the night and end up in the car repair shop standing under a security light with oversized pants fallen to my ankles before my wherewithal returned enough for me to realise where I was and have to climb back over a huge barbed wire fence to get back out and go home. But it is still really annoying because I have so much washing to do. I'm upset because I'm mentally disabled.

DID YOU GET NAKED IS THERE PIC,S

[Dirty Beatle]

CIA HAS BEEN DRUGGING YOU

I'll pm you my trigger word. But you'll need a licence.

[maks]

seriously this girl at work is so hot I can't stop thinking about her I need to go jerk off again

[Dirty Beatle]

DID YOU GET NAKED IS THERE PIC,S

I was wearing a jumper and oversized pants that had fallen down, I was shuffling around the car repair shop with my pants around my ankles and "went towards the light" so ended up standing inside the garage under a security light.

I assume there would be security footage of this but I haven't been pulled up by the cops for it. I didn't break or steal anything.

[asux]

I was wearing a jumper and oversized pants that had fallen down, I was shuffling around the car repair shop with my pants around my ankles and "went towards the light" so ended up standing inside the garage under a security light.

I assume there would be security footage of this but I haven't been pulled up by the cops for it. I didn't break or steal anything.

YER THAY WONT RING THE COPS IF YOU TAKE THERE WEED ,LOL

[Dirty Beatle]

Yeah well sleep walking like that has only happened to me during times of great stress. I did go to the cop shop a week later and told a cop I went sleep walking.... I was at the cop shop to get an interim order. But I'm not discussing that.

[asux]

you're not crazy in a cute "lol im so crazy" way lisa you're crazy in a scary "holy shit this person is legit fucked up" way. get help for god's sake

THAT HOW ALL OZZYS ARE GEEESSS

[asux]

I'll pm you my trigger word. But you'll need a licence.

licenceS are over rated lol

[Dirty Beatle]

licenceS are over rated lol

Ok but I should be registered

[asux]

Ok but I should be registered

if you see this .it was just me picking up the video

[asux]

i just got a pm .some one is in barest about there boobs thay said some thing about them being small lolololol i am crying in lololol

[Dirty Beatle]

if you see this .it was just me picking up the video

LOL

[Dirty Beatle]

[Dirty Beatle]

went to the doctor after that to get a short course of valium to avoid any further episodes

yes more drugs are thr answer

[Dirty Beatle]

no they helped, I only took them for about a week. They helped keep me in bed when I went to sleep and helped me not do things like throw all my cloths outside for a reason which I still cannot remember and would not have had a sane basis anyway :s

[herpreader]

you don't really need clothes anyway they only get in the way

[Dirty Beatle]

you know I just wish I knew why I did that

it really bothers me when I have an espisode like that, it's scary because obviously I had no idea what I was doing or why and while what I did didn;t really hurt anyone or anything it really upsets and bothers me because what if I did do something that did hurt someone one day whilst in such a state. I can't have kids if I'm insane like that you know :,(

[Dirty Beatle]

I mean I'm pretty sure I wouldn't hurt anyone when I was in such a state, everytime I've hurt someone I've had my wherewithal enough to know why I have (self defense, defense of others) but it's the not knowing WHY I did something like throw all my cloths outside that I find really disturbing.

the craziest part is this happened weeks ago and you still have piles of clothes outside, no wonder you cant keep a job

[Dirty Beatle]

I've kept jobs. But I can only wash and dry one load at a time. But I am currently on disability for a reason and this is part of the reason, this kind of thing and the depression that cripples me.

Anyway end of story, end of thread.

[Dirty Beatle]

if you see this .it was just me picking up the video

Now there's hamburgers? What's going on here with the pics clay? This is the weirdest troll I've ever seen.