he didn't seem to mind the haircut at all. I guess our perceptions of ourselves are way off because everyone irl keeeps assuring me its fine, even fishmonger and he didn't want me to leave last night. he says he misses me alot i really wanted to hug him really bad during my cigarette and its not fair because i used to sleep next to him every day and fuck him every day and suck his dick everyday and now im too shy to touch him.