Quote Originally Posted by Lisa View Post
Because of the episodes and I haven't been able to deal with things very well since the last bad happenings, I mean I've had episodes before but I was at university and it worked out more around the holidays so I just dropped a couple of units when uni started back and only took on two units that semester which I was able manage until I got better, but after the last bad things.... i just couldn't deal with stuff anymore, I'm getting there I think, it's been more than 6 months since my last episode and I think I'm getting there but the doctors recommended I take a couple of years, I might start picking up a but of work next year, just maybe some of the one day work here and there they have going with events on the island, but I'm not ready to go back full time teaching or anything like that yet.
maybe just stop doing meth every day and doing things that trigger those """"""bad happenings""""""

maybe get an idea of what you do to fuck yourself up one of them being this forum, if it makes you have """"""""episodes"""""""" then maybe you should stop