lisa, you're doing what you're going to be doing for the rest of your life. either that or working menial jobs. you will never be a teacher again because you are not able to handle real life and because you're documented as being insane. stop behaving as if you're better than others and just realize you're less than average. try to get some basic shit together and get back out into the work force so you aren't in the vicious cycle you're in right now. basic things, you can't do these things. tim, even plugdrugs can do those things. you can't.