none of you know the atual me in the slightest and you believe anything you read and you're so fucking stupid obviously the only girl I've ever actually loved is cag, I'm 27, before that I had no idea what I was doing there was no reality, I did all that asame shit fpor gys too, I was tryingtob e a NICE PERSON, cag is the first person I've ever actaully felt lofve for, an dI"m still not even sure if I can feel it truly at 27 which is why I'm so conflicted, I hope you all die