just delete my account

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[UPGRAYEDD]

But seriously, abide the OP's request.

[Wendy <3]

But seriously, abide the OP's request.

[juji]

So I talked to doli last night‏

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Doli kind of talked some sense into me last night, and pointed out that I've been a huge creep for the past 3 months, and I've pretty much just been bothering you for months. I'm going to leave you alone and stop sending you e-mails asking to be my friend again.

But look, this is what they always wanted. I wasn't actually a creep to begin with; it was always their goal to split us from being friends, so they just kept insisting anything they thought might do that, and just kept telling you that I was a creep until you started believing them -- and you listened to them. I can't believe you'd follow what a group of people think instead of doing what you think is right, I thought you were way different than that.

I've known these guys for years. You may think you understand their antics, but you don't. They do lead you along a lot of the time for their own amusement. And that really bothers me that you trusted them over me. Do you really think that's fair? After I was such a good friend to you for so long?

I pretty much had to give up my reputation with all of them because I chose you over them; and you know what? The reason I've seemed like such a big pussy was so I could try and bring both sides together. You think Doli is so attractive for being witty and clever? The guy is a tool. You're actually attracted to that? Someone who treats you like shit instead of someone who actually cares about you? I mean think about it, really think about it, you like him because you think he's one of the popular ones of the group, and you started disliking me for not being the popular one. You're following the crowd, it's fucking stupid, I didn't know you were like that.

So you wonder why I'm acting like a little bitch, one reason is because I've been fighting back how pissed off I feel because I can't believe how you're acting.

I ruined all my friendships on that forum for you; I've wasted months of my life now, I feel like an idiot. Have you honestly forgotten how great of friends we used to be? How can you just block out your memory of me like that?
And even though you deny it, your actions caused my real name to get leaked. You used my real first name on the forum when I didn't want you to, and flag told everyone my full name after that. Do you realize I can not fucking defend myself in arguments now because they'll just turn around and try and ruin me in real life then? So when you were laughing at me in tinychat and felt embarrassed for me when I was apologizing to marks, its because he was recording everything I was saying like a fucking lunatic, and I wanted to get on his good side so he'd just leave me the hell alone. And you wonder why I've been such a pussy.

It's all your choice who you do and don't want to be friends with. But you know it as well as I do, you've done wrong to me.
How can you just ignore someone who wants to be your friend so bad and looks up to you? Especially after you and that person only really had each other for 7 months and would talk like you were in love. Was it all just some strategy of yours? Did you really throw it all away just to make them jealous and get their attention? You're sick, I don't know if you can't see what you're doing or not, but like I've said in the past, it's in your shadow; take a look at yourself, seriously.

Please, don't ever do this to a guy again. You broke my heart. Do you get off on that or something? Does it make you feel wanted and popular to mess with a guy's head like that and have him obsess over you?

I'm not obsessed over you, that's all their invention they planted in your head. I'm actually just sad because I lost a best friend and I've been trying to get her back. I'm acting the way I'm acting because normal people don't act like you've been acting.

Whatever this wasn't well written because I get writer's block when my mind is being raped, so I don't expect it to convince you, but I wanted to at least mention all those things, because it makes me sick thinking that you're just going to move on and think everything you've done is okay, I don't want to give you that pleasure.

So that's that, I am going to leave you alone now. I mean I did my best, I really wanted to be your friend again, and God knows I've tried as hard as I could to be your friend again, but I'd be an idiot if I wasted any more time on this silly bullshit

Plug drugs

[Wendy <3]

Ban stevey, plug drugs, lisa and also monde because nobody likes him according to the looney lizard lady

[maks]

why didn't anyone delete plug drugs account

[Wendy <3]

The admins obviously want this place to suffer keeping lisa and plug drug around

[maks]

[Plug Drugs]

[Wendy <3]

Out

[Wendy <3]

i can't win..
lisa thinks im some psycho stalker who would hurt her now when all i wanted was to be her friend...
im giving up.. she'll never want to be my friend again.. it hurts.. this place just makes me miserably depressed.. please IP ban me so i cant come back
i feel pathetic and ugly

[Plug Drugs]

i'm done posting here forever. I need to stop wasting time on the internet and move on.
Sorry to everyone, even marks and doli. I don't hold anything against any of you guys..
peace

such humility from me, to a bunch of asshats who didnt deserve it

why do people ask for their accounts to be deleted or make a scene when they say they want to leave forever? why don't they just leave?

could it be they're just looking for attention?

[maks]

why do people ask for their accounts to be deleted or make a scene when they say they want to leave forever? why don't they just leave?

I agree, why doesn't plug drugs just leave?

[Wendy <3]

I'm having a panic attack

[juji]

I can't win..
lisa thinks im some psycho stalker who would hurt her now when all i wanted was to be her friend...
im giving up.. she'll never want to be my friend again.. it hurts.. this place just makes me miserably depressed.. please IP ban me so i cant come back
i feel pathetic and ugly

If they Ip ban him, he would have killed himself.

[Wendy <3]

Even more incentive to ban him

[Poopalew]

Even more incentive to ban him

Ryan suffers from clinical depression and hes not alone.

[Plug Drugs]

you know how much bullshit it was to babysit her for 2 months then have everyone rub it in my face that shes a slutty self-centered whore and that i could have formed a more meaningful friendship with a moldy bag of shit

you need to save up every scrap you can to go to melbourne and stab her

maybe make it a murder suicide

[Plug Drugs]

i dont fucking care about her i dont even know where all that shit i wrote comes from, it was probably tramadol withdrawals, i hear that NMDA antagonists act like reset buttons and you have to rebuild your brain and figure out who you are as a person again after each time you take them, and you become socially retarded for a week or two

ok, that's fine. you have some idea as to why you did what you did. now clean up your mess and go to australia. and, be sure to take a knife or enough money to buy a good one.

[Wendy <3]

I bet it was really difficult being obsessed with that nasty meth head and revolving your life around her for months

[maks]

i dont fucking care about her i dont even know where all that shit i wrote comes from, it was probably tramadol withdrawals, i hear that NMDA antagonists act like reset buttons and you have to rebuild your brain and figure out who you are as a person again after each time you take them, and you become socially retarded for a week or two

fascinating, but when do you plan to stop posting here?

[Plug Drugs]

I bet it was really difficult being obsessed with that nasty meth head and revolving your life around her for months

no man, she was bringing up very personal problems to me like i was a friend she needed advice from, and I didn't know what to tell her, but I told her she's about to bring a child into her world and to think long and hard about what 'her world' actually is, and that if she was thinking of having an abortion she should have it early while its only a mass of cells

its pretty uncomfortable to have to give someone your shitty advice like that, i should have told her that every opportunity to pop out a baby is wasting the unborn baby, and every spermwad has a spirit that smiles on the world as it gets blasted up a women's crotch

and i don't think it even phased her to put someone on the spot like that and ask them to make what should be the most difficult decision of someone's life for them, she's just an irredeemable cunt

[Plug Drugs]

huhhh, lisa?? why would i want to be friends with lisa pffft lol, you guys... you guys were all my friends from the very start! lol, hey HEY that means we're friends again right?? i wanna.. i wanna... oooooooooooooo

[maks]

no man, she was bringing up very personal problems to me like i was a friend she needed advice from, and I didn't know what to tell her, but I told her she's about to bring a child into her world and to think long and hard about what 'her world' actually is, and that if she was thinking of having an abortion she should have it early while its only a mass of cells

its pretty uncomfortable to have to give someone your shitty advice like that, i should have told her that every opportunity to pop out a baby is wasting the unborn baby, and every spermwad has a spirit that smiles on the world as it gets blasted up a women's crotch

and i don't think it even phased her to put someone on the spot like that and ask them to make what should be the most difficult decision of someone's life for them, she's just an irredeemable cunt

no, nic sales is right, you can't refine this down to one particular moment, your life was about nothing but lisa for like a 4 month stretch.

frankly you should probably go back, you're both humongous pieces of shit and she's probably the best you're capable of doing, sad as that it.

[Plug Drugs]

jk fuck off you assholes dont ever even let the thought cross your mind you can pretend to be a casual acquaintance with me, i fucking hate you miserable jack offs, telling people to kill themselves, tell your fat future wife about your hobby and see how quick even she will become distressed and get the fuck out of there because you come across as a neurotic freak