lisa you're deluding yourself right now. you genuinely hate me for some reason, but i don't hate you. i just feel sorry for you. what do you have going for you? what do you have in your life? nothing except some delusion of somehow returning to your future life. i'm sorry to break your bubble, bubble. it's not going to happen because you're dishonest with yourself. get off the internet, it';s not good for your mental health.