You seem to keep going on about rootbeer teknorat like that is the only boyfruend I've ever had and you seem to keep ignoring the fact that I had been best friends with rootbeer for about a year, talked to him everyday extensively and actually liked him and wanted to give it a go. He fucked up in various ways and I ended it.

what thatvhas to do with anything else is beyond me because it doesn't have anything to do with anyone or anything else, as much as you are desperate to believe that you yourself were somehow even a part of it