lisa you really need to evaluate your life. i knew you were a mixed up person and a rageaholic, but i had no clue how truly twisted you are until this exchange. i don't know what lies you think i'm making up but i think the best thing you could do for yourself is to stop using internet forums or chatting with people online. you really need to talk to a psychiatrist about the stuff you talk about here and what transpires in your life. you need to quit doing meth and you need to quit getting nude for people online, it'll come back to bite you in the ass later in your life. also, you need to get off this superiority kick. i deal with people regularly who haver multiple degrees and not one of them has ever mentioned it, lol. you mention it because it's your last grasp at attributing value to your life. just bottom out, lisa, admit you have a valueless life now and start doing something worthwhile. just fuck it, go tell your psychiatrist or priest or whatever that you want to get better.

i hope you do something for yourself, lisa