lisa, it's a cliche for mentally ill people to shout out that everyone else is the crazy. you just did that. stop. just do yourself a favour and get off the internet and get yourself some therapy. i really think you should stop doing meth too and exposing yourself to boost your ego. pot may help you mellow out, so maybe you should campaign for some medical marijuana for yourself (if that exists in australia). but seriously now, go to your psychiatrist, tell him about all the crazy shit that you do online and all the anxiety it causes you and try to get some help. i hope i don;t see you here again for your own mental health. you know i only wish the bst for you.