No well I'm not well

there is also craigslist. there is always someone desperate to find a home for their pet

i actually looked at classified ads the other day... There was one where the owner was miving and couln't take their cat but it was no longer available... the rest are ads from the rescue shelter anyway and are all $150

But the vet, they sometimes get the animals after someone has died and woukd just give it to me if suitsble.

It's still not Jazz though you know? But it might be a better distraction for me.