I was hoping we could do things like take our shirts off and I ask him why he's 3x my age but fatter than me yet I'm the lazy one yadda yadda I had several pages about him crying when his live-in-landlady would yell at him again 3x my age why doesn't he practice what he preaches it was gonna be really really really good and as usual I'm leaving out the actaul good stuff since it's this forum and not fjs you guys woulda loved the shit I'm not mentioning right now maybe some of you can convince him to do it I don't know I really don't get what's up with him mentally but fuck my ass rawdog I want this more than anything ever in my life I'm so bummed he isn't up for it I guess it's because it's a direct confronation and with forums he can say his part then quickly run away and not bear the weight of what comes back at him since he's already bearing more than enough weight IDK IT FUCKING SUCKS I NEED MONDE I DON'T WANNA DO ANYONE ELSE RIGHT NOW