also my family including my mom all wants me to stay in ri and not leave and just keep living hte life I've been living not a signle member of my family hates me I never had a rough day in my life I wonder why cag had to resort to the life she lead I guess it was because her family loved her a whole bunch that's what typically happens with cocaine addled strippers they come from amazing families that love them becuase they're very good children growing up with big dreams and anyway the point is at least I don't need ten thousand dollars worth of makeup to look good