I feel so cold in the pit of my stomach

Try this, it's quick and painless, it only takes a couple of minutes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzJ0wciKRQw

I know all about nitrous oxide, costs about a grand for the kit and this company has a dog logo

I'd be a real bitch if I didn't wait until my mum dies though, I don't know how people live like this, I don't know how they do anything, it's fucking disgusting out there