I feel so cold in the pit of my stomach

it's where you buy drug paraphernalia. every one I've ever been to sells nitrous oxide canisters, go in and ask for whippits and a cracker.

LOL I don't think it'd be successful with whippits, we used to get them all the time because nitrous oxide is also happy gas, that shit you get at the dentist that gets you high.... you need a big canister, tubing and a bag so you don't get any oxygen, a couple of deep breaths then you'd pass out and not feel the rest

[maks]

LOL I don't think it'd be successful with whippits, we used to get them all the time because nitrous oxide is also happy gas, that shit you get at the dentist that gets you high.... you need a big canister, tubing and a bag so you don't get any oxygen, a couple of deep breaths then you'd pass out and not feel the rest

the balloons you usually use for whippits are bigger than a typical plastic bag, I'm sure the small canisters would be fine, worse case scenario you use 2 or 3 of them

the balloons you usually use for whippits are bigger than a typical plastic bag, I'm sure the small canisters would be fine, worse case scenario you use 2 or 3 of them

With whippits I always just sucked them out of a whipped cream thingy.... no I don't want to wake up half way through suffocating, you'd want a big canister

[maks]

With whippits I always just sucked them out of a whipped cream thingy.... no I don't want to wake up half way through suffocating, you'd want a big canister

that's why you seal the bag, you don't want any oxygen leaking in there

that's why you seal the bag, you don't want any oxygen leaking in there

I know

[Plug Drugs]

marks has literally talked some girl into killing herself on cam before according to other people at this forum; however, due to some fluke no one ever dug into it enough to charge him, so now he thinks hes god.
He's a bad man. There is a special corner in hell reserved for him and his type.

[Donald Stone Jr]

and there is no way I can sleep

Me too.

It's something to do with life and life is pretty fatal but it still feels pretty bad.... it's hurting in my chest now.

Feels like it's strangling me too.

Isn't it all just so fucking great.

I can feel the world getting more and more bullshit with every painful breath

Every night without sedation is an endurance test I'm failing

I wish I could have cuddled Doony.

You're right though, it can only last so long and it will end.

I just have to lay here and breath/wheeze and wait for sheer mental exhaustion

You either die first or have to watch everyone else die first and all the horror in the meantime

I wish nice things for Doony

but let's face it, there isn't any nice things for anyone