I feel so cold in the pit of my stomach

there's a reason they call it 'the sweet release of death'. rest in peace, lisa. hurry up and rest in peace.

Yeah.

I'll try and get some sleep and hope nothing bad happened Donny and that our circumstances are just really fucking shit and I promise to die eventually and sooner than I probably expect, I'll blink and it's all over. I want "it was pretty fucking shit" on my headstone.

Night.