lisa I appreciate it but if you handed me $1000 instead I could prove to you I'm fine but I can't prove to you I'm fine with no money lisa because I can'tjust go out and buy materials, now I have people who are willing to buy me those materials irl but I'm not bothering them until I'm physically ready, I would have ot be mentally insane to bother them just to prove a point to you beucase I'mnot ready physically yet and I would fuck everything up just to try to prove something to someone on the internet ya know like yeah ya know lol