I actually really do appreciate you taking this stance on the matter I don't owe sid because the money never was a loan he donated via gofundme he didn't send it via paypal it was a donation not a loan I simply wanted to pay him back out of the kindness of my heart, ruby it was a loan with no payback date and no interest I'm seriously not joking at all when I say the following I'm about ready to write his parents a real hadn written letter letting them know I went to try to get my health better to be able to start making the money back and I came back and ruby's mad at me and I have no idea why, and how I've gone away many times because I am in a lot of pain when on the computer and shit, but idk if I should do a hadn written letter or try to find their emails or fucking what but I'm literally going to get ahold of his parents

I've paid back everything ever from everyone but I've never had to deal with people like sid and ruby who are legit batshit insane like idk what to do I don't feel bad from anything that they've done I feel bad because I like doing the right thing regardless of if the other person is shit or not lol