poll: should I reply to lexie?

[steveyos]

I'm definitely hurt but it's nothing she did it's not her fault it's not that kind of hurt I lost my best friend but there's no bad feelings towards them


the only thing is though quite honestly she wanted to call me and had me waiting before she told me off and she started off like to work me up get me a little happy before knocking me down but I'm still really hoping that's just from her being young and dumb and feeling vindictive towards me because I refuse to blindly believe in aliens that shit was really fucked but even THAT I'm saying I'm willing to forgive and understand she had my chest literally hurting for a minute letting me be like omg I'm so nervous I want this to go good idk what to say and then like her words went ok then eh eh eh oh fuck wtf ya know lol so I'm a wee bit fabungled because of that because I really was hoping so badly to get some positivity back in my life now that I'm in these apartments surrounded by these horrible people I was like damn dude I need to make things right with lexie and not only is it not lexie it's someone who hates me because I won't convert to their religion and that's the thing that makes me sick because I am never talking to my mom again because she's also an insane religion person now ugh fuck wow

[Battery Bits]

I'm definitely hurt but it's nothing she did it's not her fault it's not that kind of hurt I lost my best friend but there's no bad feelings towards them


the only thing is though quite honestly she wanted to call me and had me waiting before she told me off and she started off like to work me up get me a little happy before knocking me down but I'm still really hoping that's just from her being young and dumb and feeling vindictive towards me because I refuse to blindly believe in aliens that shit was really fucked but even THAT I'm saying I'm willing to forgive and understand she had my chest literally hurting for a minute letting me be like omg I'm so nervous I want this to go good idk what to say and then like her words went ok then eh eh eh oh fuck wtf ya know lol so I'm a wee bit fabungled because of that because I really was hoping so badly to get some positivity back in my life now that I'm in these apartments surrounded by these horrible people I was like damn dude I need to make things right with lexie and not only is it not lexie it's someone who hates me because I won't convert to their religion and that's the thing that makes me sick because I am never talking to my mom again because she's also an insane religion person now ugh fuck wow

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