lisa still misses rootbeer

[Battery Bits]

You need to underrstand too that I never actually invited him here. I WAS good friends with him but at the time he was nothing like this, you all knew him, he was nothing like this... we DID have plans for me to go there though, it was completely on his insistance, he was going to pay for everything including putting my cat in a cat hotel because I said I couldn't, anyway I got my arm twisted and agreed to go there and meet him but I told him I would stay for no longer than 2 weeks and I would not leave here without a return ticket. Anyway one day teknorat was tormenting him and told him he was going to fuck me, next minute I know I get a text message from sherman saying he was getting on a plane and would be at melbourne airport the next morning. Now I'm not actually such a horrible person that I would let a person I considered my friend to be left standing alone at an airport after flying half way accross the world to meet me so I went and picked him up. The very first day he asked to marry me and I said no. He kept asking everyday and I would say no. I tried to give it a go but we all know why it didn't work out, his sexual problems and he seemed delusional, he wouldn't listen or accept it when I told him no about things, he would not leave when I repeatedly told him he needed to go home. In the end after he already cancelled numerpus return tickets without telling me I booked a hotel out at the airport, ordered him into my car and drove him there. I saw him onto the plane and that was it.

You know I was looking at studies that show when someone has been attacked before (badly or sexually) their walk and everything changes, there actually a way a so called "victim" (I don't like to think of myself as a victim but this is what the study was about and what I'm thinking here) walks and looks and that predators instinctively recognise them as a target. This goes some way to explain why there are some people who are repeatedly attacked. And I'm wondering if this might be why I seem to attract sex offending pieces of shit. If rootbeer ever jumps another plane and turns up on my doorstep I'm calling the police.

I'm going to take solace in the fact that out of the encounter he certainly seems to have come off way worse than me. Let that be a lesson to any piece of shit. I hope you do target me so I can break you too. Pieces of shit. I'll give you a nasty fucking shock if you think you can victimise me, sexually, physically or mentally.