The world inflates out of your head

[Wendy <3]

You're a pathetic liar.

I'm not even on pot right now, not on any drugs other than my anti-depressants which don't seem to be working that well anymore. I haven't slept and have a doctor's appointment.

Make up all the bullshit you want about me, you may as well seeing as you are so fake.

I nearly spewed, was shaking. I somehow have to be well enough to go to the doctors

It's probably nothing more than my hate for you

I knownhe changed my meds when I told him I did feel a lot better but now I was just fat and these new ones well they don't help me sleep like the old fat pills did. Might have to try something new but the catch is now I need to be well enough to go to the doctor, normally this would be me written off for the day but I'm going to have to stop shaking and try a cup of tea, then a lie down, at least be somehow more human to do this

I shouldn't have been studying camel spiders before bed though, that may have been a bad call.

Want to know what evil shit I did? Studied about camel spiders, couldn't/didn't sleep, trembled and nearly spewed all night and am meant to be up early to go to the doctors.

Yep. That was my night fuckwits.

But I had to you know, because camel spiders, that shit is just wrong and I needed to know all about it.

Like you go study these fucking things before bed and tell me you actually sleep and don't have spiders in your fucking head as the sun comes up



They aren't actually spiders, like that somehow makes it any better.

As for the world inflating out of your head well that's just philisophically awesome so screw you skank crew.

Good warm cup of organic chai tea. I'll have another, then a shower. That should get me half way human, not sure about the lie down though unless I can find something soothing to set my mind to but I don't like my chances of wrangling this bugged out brain.

Akin to wrangling me in a forum, not sure it can be done.

Anyway camel spiders make cave centipedes look cute, I'll think about cave centipedes for a while then think of something cuter

Meth posting.