Sorry I gave up the self destructive lifestyle for something more positive. That's the difference between you and me, everything you do is a form of self-harming or it harms others. Then you begin telling me how I'm supposed to be living MY life when you're high on crack, acid, and Percocets. Sorry Marks, but those things are bad for you and you just had a gall bladder removed. It's like you don't even care about dying.