What really bothers you about me is I can have anything you want, and I throw it away for fun because it's garbage to me. I have to be really mean to people to drive them away, you do it just by being yourself. Me and cag were good friends and we talked on steam all the time until she got all high and mighty and boring so I viciously attacked her for like a week just to see what would happen. I do shit like that while you're begging for months for a pity friendship, and it drives you up the wall. Jealousy is a hell of a drug.