I didn't want to have sex with him and I hate myself for letting it get to that point

[oOBatteryOo]

I saw my ex boyfriend recently. We broke up about a year ago, and never had sex although we dated for ~2 years. Since we've broken up i've had sex with another person. When we saw each other we proceeded to get high, and started watching a movie. At which point I suggested we watch porn. I dont know why I did it. We ended up watching a very rough video and began hooking up. I would refuse and say no however I wouldn't actually stop him. For most of it I was just laying there, unresponsive, not sure about how I should react. I think it was the combination of being high and not knowning what I wanted. I feel horrible because I sent a shitton of mixed signals and if I had stopped it then it wouldn't have gotten out of hand. We got to about third at which point he inserted himself into me. I've only had sex a few times with another man and right then it hurt like hell. I started crying and told him to stop, which he did after a few thrusts. I still feel upset and confused, and everything still hurts. I dont know what to do and I feel that I only have myself to blame. I wish it never happened.

[elezzzark]

maks, can i have a permission to treadlong this thread?

[maks]

why are you asking me, threadlong is GPLv3 as long as you make the source code available you can use it or modify it any way you want

[sex with dead people]

Why didn't you just shit or piss all over him?

real mans threadlong

[maks]

real mans threadlong

not long enough

never forget

[jon]

ashley before her senior prom

[maks]

trying to hide the black eye she got in a barroom brawl, no doubt

[timmy]

wow ashely you better not be laguhing at that picture or im gonna punch you in the stomach

his face pretty much describes how i feel about this thread but thanks for the offer i might take you up on it sometime

not due for a punch miscarriage for another couple of weeks thanks

[sex with dead people]

Women who appreciate physical abuse against themselves are wonderful.

[DonaldStoneJr.]

I saw my ex boyfriend recently. We broke up about a year ago, and never had sex although we dated for ~2 years. Since we've broken up i've had sex with another person. When we saw each other we proceeded to get high, and started watching a movie. At which point I suggested we watch porn. I dont know why I did it. We ended up watching a very rough video and began hooking up. I would refuse and say no however I wouldn't actually stop him. For most of it I was just laying there, unresponsive, not sure about how I should react. I think it was the combination of being high and not knowning what I wanted. I feel horrible because I sent a shitton of mixed signals and if I had stopped it then it wouldn't have gotten out of hand. We got to about third at which point he inserted himself into me. I've only had sex a few times with another man and right then it hurt like hell. I started crying and told him to stop, which he did after a few thrusts. I still feel upset and confused, and everything still hurts. I dont know what to do and I feel that I only have myself to blame. I wish it never happened.

[maks]

is this a legit fucked up lisa story I was unaware of

[Wendy <3]

I wonder how many accounts this crazy bitch made here

[maks]

I wonder how many accounts this crazy bitch made here

1 is too many

[rubycalaber]

sulis @ all the I presume huge shock images being broken by photoshop's jewing

[Battery Bits]

This is not me and not my account.

[maks]

lisa I gotta say I liked it when you weren't posting you should do that more

[Dirty Harry]

I really should stop posting here !

[maks]

I'll deal with you in a minute kent

[Wendy <3]

This is not me and not my account.

Let me guess i need that also

[maks]

I wish lisa was dead

[Wendy <3]

Gonna have to install a new keyboard i wonder what stevey uses now

[maks]

stevey doesn't need a keyboard he uses cortana and tapatalk because he's better than you

[Wendy <3]

I really miss his daily posts about all of the stupid apps he uses and having to reinstall windows on a monthly basis because he fucks everything up with all of the useless shit he installs and fucks up his registry

[maks]

I don't, I don't miss stevey at all