It's over with Donny.

[DonaldStoneJr.]

If that tears it, that tears it. I can't live like that for the next 2 years anyway while he does nothing at all towards coming here. We don't even cyber fuck anymore because he got sick of it. I'm not a fucking nun. I was honest and we had an agreement. If he fucks off over it then so be it. I actually feel resentful towards him.

Fucking take me for granted.

I loved him. I'm going to be lonely now. But enough is enough. I need to get fucked sometimes. It's one thing waiting for someone who still at least cybers with you and is actually working towards being with you. It's another thing to sit there being taken for granted with someone who got sicknof cybering with you and hasn't worked in nearly a year and expected to sit there like a nun indefinately while they pkay video games all day instead of doing anything towards anything. I can't do it any longer. I got fucked god damn it. It was a long time coming.

I don't know when he was meant to do that, we had spent everyday together. But when I told him I spent a coupon (we had agreed on coupons) he said he was going to go spend one too then straight away and he fucked off and never came back. So there. He can go fuck his scabby junky bitches.

I know he did once early on in the piece because he was getting on with her while I was on cam. But I don't know after that other than he repeatedly lied to me anyway.