yesterday i had to file to set up a trio of people to be my brothers guardian, because the people that are taking care of him are on some shady shit. the lawyer for my brothers guardianship says its gonna cost $1500 unless my father tries to contest it, but with his criminal record there is no chance. so its me, my stepdad, and my mom's sister, who get to be the guardians.

my mom revealed that she doesnt want to be his guardian because she isnt doing well and expects bad news when she goes for more cancer tests next week. she said this in front of my brother....he didnt know she had cancer again.

if these tests say that the cancer is worsening, and i wont be able to move out because i will have to care for her. staying here is very mentally taxing and making my gf and cats very resentful and depressed.

i feel kinda bad that nuffy feels like i abandoned the meat-up.