look back at every post I've ever made and find where I've ever been happy being on disability and didn't want to get off it, again you truly don't understand just how serious I am when I say I will not fucking end up like you you're a huge inspiration in the exact same way my mother is to me, be the -exact- opposite of what you are and don't dare settle for less, I'm only 31 I've almost got all my gout gone then it's time to do work, and not end up like you, friend