ok please understand I was supposed to go downstairs yesterday and I just gotta sit there while the pretty lady downstairs takes care of what's left she's doing all the phone calls and everythign I just have to sit there and I'm up here worried about this fucking whore slut cunt bitch and I'd deal with all her problems if only I knew she wasn't gonna fucking die I can handle all th eother shit it's just fucking that idk what to do if she leaves me alone finally I'm good if not then maybe I'll like just have to stay distant but there for her idk jesus christ I'm so lucky the girls I'm into don't do this shit and again holy shit do they like me lol