stevey I've been thinking a bit about who you are and how you function, and I've come up with your milliuon dollar idea. I know you want to get rich doing stupid internet shit, and nobody wants to pay to watch you play second life, so pay attention

go to the bait shop and get a can of nightcrawlers
download the latest battlefield or fortnite or whatever 11 year olds like to play and watch other people play
play the game on twitch or whatever with one of those picture in a picture things that also shows your face
rant about how much all the other players suck but NOT about how much the game sucks you don't want to alienate your audience
every time you die in the game, eat a worm. don't comment on it, just grab a live worm, shove it in your mouth, and chew loudly

I promise you you'll make enough to support yourself doing this. you'll get paetron money, advertisers, maybe even sponsors.

you're that weird kid who eats bugs, embrace your destiny