yeah his family are good people, as much as he talked shit here he really was turning his life around and quitting drugs. He got a phone call saying he had got a new job a week after he died. I wish he could have come here too and get away from all the bad stuff, he and I were intensely close. He never really hated anyone, he was a sweet guy under his bravado of being a juggalo and taking drugs etc... so he never hated you even though you played jokes on him. He was the light of my life too, we just clicked. I won’t be getting him off my mind any time soon. I really loved him. Still do.

I wish I could help you out too but I can’t do much from here, I hope it picks up for you, it must be frustrating living in your car, I’m sure you’ll get out of it eventually though, at least you have a job and are working towards it.