Bev I can shut down your account if you like

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Okay, thank you I guess

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well im telling you no im not leaveing i left lisa server for you biy im not leaveing this one for you

Wendy didn’t do anything to you.

And you left my server because you and I were fighting and you kept posting all the crap in my server

[Bev.]

yes lisa cause i knew he wouldnt come back to you if me and lily was there so i got pissed off and i left for him

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[Bev.]

shove it you know where

[Battery Bits]

Bev stop.

You leaving had nothing to do with wendy

[Bev.]

stop it lisa it was i left so you could have him in your server

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stop it lisa it was i left so you could have him in your server

No that’s not why and I’m done repeating myself.

You can’t blame wendy, Wendy did nothing to you and had nothing to do with it.

[Bev.]

ok lisa wendy i love you and now im gonna come back to lisas server are you ok with that

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Bev I’m not sure that is a good idea

We have not had a break, are still fighting and just yesterday you banned me from your server

I think baby steps, not all or nothing

All this shit here, I don’t want it in my server

[Bev.]

ok so us talking tonight dont matter to you we are enjoying talking i wil stay away for you and wendy

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IT’S GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH WENDY

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Stop making it all or nothing.

First thing you can do is unban me from YOUR server. We will start there.

Then maybe over the weekend or early next week we could watch a show together because I still haven’t been watching the walking dead.

Spend some time together WITHOUT FIGHTING and without you randomly blaming everyone else.

THEN if and when things are good you could come back to my server.

[Bill.]

donny listened to that nigger music and did drugs. he was a rotten boy.

If that will help.

yes, that would probably help. please make sure she goes back on her meds.

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yes, that would probably help. please make sure she goes back on her meds.

yes, that would probably help. please make sure she goes back on her meds.

I haven’t been able to check lately because I’ve been trying to take a break because of the fighting but the suicide ideology has stopped so I assume she is taking her anti depressants but I’m no doctor but I think she might need something else, but I mean she doesn’t see an actual psychiatrist which I think she might need, she just sees a psychologist and a regular doctor

It’s hard though, it took me more than 20 years of trying different medications until I finally found a psychiatrist that got it right in the end and even then I tried a few different ones and some were just horrible and made me worse.

I think the solution for between me and her though is some time and space apart. I don’t know, it’s a difficult situation for me, she is Donny’s grandmother and I’m not qualified to deal with most of it or make judgments about what is best.

I can’t go ahead and “shut her down” because she doesn’t want that even if I think she should take a break from the forum and certain people it’s not really my place to enforce that on her. I can take refuge in my server for now though because I’m not prepared to have her on every platform I’m on just now for the sake of both of us.

well, the main thing is wanting help and wanting a change for the positive. i think you're trying to do that, lisa, by keeping some sort of regular schedule, taking your medication and making yourself go to your volunteer job.
i'm sure you know how negative this place is for you, but you enjoy fighting with people.

hopefully you can help bev to be honest with her doctor and talk about the things she does on the internet. just reading the last few days, many people are telling her she's acting in an erratic manner. hopefully, when she actually goes away for the wedding she's been talking about, she'll balance herself out

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Oh I think she needs a holiday for sure

we need one from her too. i'm glad josh is back

[Battery Bits]

Yeah I really enjoy his company when he’s not trying to destroy my soul

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I would turn my name pink, but nobody would see it anyway