Poor cag. She's probably miserable that she lives in a big house with a well off man who loves her, and has the time and money to pursue her passions like exercising, playing video games, and gourmet cooking. She probably wishes that instead of the years spent grinding on disgusting men, she was instead hard studying to better herself, so she could live alone in a tiny apartment mourning her "fiance" who she drove to suicide years ago, growing fat on gas station meals, taking anti-psychotics, and having no irl connections outside of her own mother. She must be super jealous of that lifestyle.