poll: should I reply to lexie?

[Battery Bits]

and I care a lot about this situiaton and I think abut lexie all the day

Don't worry, you'll fixate on something else eventually. It'll pass.

[steveyos]

I can either sit around and cry about it or I can use this event to help others I will be speaking at cult prevention seminars and shit lol

[steveyos]

Don't worry, you'll fixate on something else eventually. It'll pass.

please tell me you wrote this post as a joke

[Battery Bits]

I can't even pretend to agree that she wasn't a real friend I appreciate what you're saying but again you're painting it too easy a picture for me I know she wasn't just using me I know she's also a very good person she's not even a shitty person so sure I feel bad but just know I also could not care less lol

Of course it's not as simple as I said. Maybe you were good friends for each for a time but maybe things have changed now. It'll hurt for a while but it will die down in time.

[steveyos]

she's lurking this thread now twisting my words up in her warped brainwashed cult mind I don't wanna deal with her shit without cigarettes brb in case she's about to have a tanty

[Battery Bits]

please tell me you wrote this post as a joke

Yes and no. It's true but I meant it in a light hearted way.

[Battery Bits]

she's lurking this thread now twisting my words up in her warped brainwashed cult mind I don't wanna deal with her shit without cigarettes brb in case she's about to have a tanty

Ok. Catch you later.

[steveyos]

it doesn't hurt at all lisa it's just a shocking event for a human when a human they knew turns into a completely differnet person and not in the normal kinda changed I mean she's literally an entirely different person now I don't think I explained it proerply actually I mean like dude I can't believe she goes by the same name that's a main point I'm forgetting ot make here like she literally was going on about ascension and that's literally it I'm not even joking I'm actually the one who stopped talking to her too but this is going on now cause I as usual was trying to be a friend and good person and as uaual this is where it gets me but I'm used to it people are terrible and now I know the ones I like a lot can in the blink of an eye get autism it's just a life lesson for me luckily and that's why I'll welcome her back with open arms whenever she's sane again ya know

[Battery Bits]

Yeah I think you are a good person. But you do actually have feelings even if they confuse you and of course it hurts. It's normal to hurt. People who don't hurt are psychpaths and can get fucked. You seem hurt to me but you'll be ok.

[steveyos]

I'm definitely hurt but it's nothing she did it's not her fault it's not that kind of hurt I lost my best friend but there's no bad feelings towards them


the only thing is though quite honestly she wanted to call me and had me waiting before she told me off and she started off like to work me up get me a little happy before knocking me down but I'm still really hoping that's just from her being young and dumb and feeling vindictive towards me because I refuse to blindly believe in aliens that shit was really fucked but even THAT I'm saying I'm willing to forgive and understand she had my chest literally hurting for a minute letting me be like omg I'm so nervous I want this to go good idk what to say and then like her words went ok then eh eh eh oh fuck wtf ya know lol so I'm a wee bit fabungled because of that because I really was hoping so badly to get some positivity back in my life now that I'm in these apartments surrounded by these horrible people I was like damn dude I need to make things right with lexie and not only is it not lexie it's someone who hates me because I won't convert to their religion and that's the thing that makes me sick because I am never talking to my mom again because she's also an insane religion person now ugh fuck wow

[steveyos]

she didn't call me but there was no other reason for there to be voice involved other than to really nail home the hurt she was trying to put on me that's wicked fucked up and I wish she could understand how lucky she is that I can understand why she did it and how I know after she cooled down she woulda felt bad about it it's really annoyhing being this understanding without anyone around to be this understanding with fucking aliens

[steveyos]

btw I was waiting for it to get to after 2 AM just to be sure I didn't have to deal withit's just one person Id on't wanna deal with everyone else is fine but I'm so sick of people I can't even deal with a person who gives off any negative shit any more lol I'm so over humans god damn

[Battery Bits]

I'm definitely hurt but it's nothing she did it's not her fault it's not that kind of hurt I lost my best friend but there's no bad feelings towards them


the only thing is though quite honestly she wanted to call me and had me waiting before she told me off and she started off like to work me up get me a little happy before knocking me down but I'm still really hoping that's just from her being young and dumb and feeling vindictive towards me because I refuse to blindly believe in aliens that shit was really fucked but even THAT I'm saying I'm willing to forgive and understand she had my chest literally hurting for a minute letting me be like omg I'm so nervous I want this to go good idk what to say and then like her words went ok then eh eh eh oh fuck wtf ya know lol so I'm a wee bit fabungled because of that because I really was hoping so badly to get some positivity back in my life now that I'm in these apartments surrounded by these horrible people I was like damn dude I need to make things right with lexie and not only is it not lexie it's someone who hates me because I won't convert to their religion and that's the thing that makes me sick because I am never talking to my mom again because she's also an insane religion person now ugh fuck wow

You're a sweety.

[Battery Bits]

btw I was waiting for it to get to after 2 AM just to be sure I didn't have to deal withit's just one person Id on't wanna deal with everyone else is fine but I'm so sick of people I can't even deal with a person who gives off any negative shit any more lol I'm so over humans god damn

I know the feel

[Desolation]

btw deso actually tried to keep me away from that shit I just wanna let the world know deso is in fact a good friend he gets shit because he's bashful and it might seem malicious but he's just a shy girl he was literally protecting me like quiet sniping lexie from off in the distance and finally just put the final bullet in her alien brain so anyone who hates deso you can trust me when I tell you you shouldn't

as much as i've tried, i cannot keep you two lovebirds apart

[steveyos]

when I was walking to the store a horrible detail that I deleted from my brain came back when she first joined the cult and would talk about nothing but alien shit she slowly went form liking me to hating me and it was because as she realized I wasn't gonna join the cult I became useless to her it wasn't her being a bad person it was her brainwashed by my picasso dollpleganger and the somehow even grosser verison of monde so she's probably cut out a lot of people just like she did me that weren't having the bull shit so I'm not mad about it but yeah that was several months back she's just still currently full on in cult mode so I'm not mad at all about how she handled today but yeah it sucks a lot but I don't want anyone here to hate her when she does get sane again up until the cult I cannot stress this enough she really was a real actual friend and my favorite one so that makes this suck that much worse

[steveyos]

as much as i've tried, i cannot keep you two lovebirds apart

I just relaly wanted to make sure she was still 100% cult life it sucks that tha't show it is but for realism's sake I just wanted to know she's alright I'm just glad they haven't killed her yet

[steveyos]

let's bet on if she's saying mean things about me right now to deso I'll bet infinity dollars she is lol

[Battery Bits]

let's bet on if she's saying mean things about me right now to deso I'll bet infinity dollars she is lol

I bet you she's not. Just reply stevey.

[steveyos]

hell no I decided not to bother

[Desolation]

let's bet on if she's saying mean things about me right now to deso I'll bet infinity dollars she is lol

idk man she asked me to see the things you've been writing about hurt and i said i didn't want to but after she asked me more i linked the forum then she was mad at me for saying we're in love or i want her to gargle my cum or whatever so i really feel like i just dont know whats going on anymore

[steveyos]

I'll tell you what's going on I was friends with somebody and that wasn't them, let's just move the fuck on because you're way too close to the cult compound irl and I actually do like you and don't want you getting dead by daylight'd

[steveyos]

O HSHIT DUDE PLEASE TELL RUBY DEAD BY DAYLIGHT HAS PLAY WITH FRIENDS MODE NOW WE CAN LITERALLY ROLEPLAY AS LEXIE IS THE FEMALE MONSTER AND THE REST OF US ARE TRYING TO ESCAPE HER SACRIFICING US TO HER CUL TPLEASE IF YOU DON'T KNOW THE GAME LOOK IT UP SERIOUSLY DESO IT'S SO FUCKIN GPERFECT FOR THIS SITUATION I AM NOT JOKING RIGHT NOW THIS IS ACTUALY SERIOUS PLEASE SERIOUSLY

[steveyos]

THE GAME LITERALLY YOU GET PUT ON A MEATHOOK BY A CRAZY LADY (OR JASON ETC) AND LITERALLY ALIENS TRY TO SPIKE YOU A FEW MORE TIMES THEN THEY SUCK YOU UP AND YOU GET FUCKIN WOKE DUDE FOR REAL

[steveyos]

THE OBJECT IS TO SYPHON GAS OUT OF GENERATORS FOR MY WINNEBAGO