I feel so cold in the pit of my stomach

[Lisa Battery]

and there is no way I can sleep

[maks]

whatever it is I hope it's fatal

[Lisa Battery]

Me too.

It's something to do with life and life is pretty fatal but it still feels pretty bad.... it's hurting in my chest now.

[Lisa Battery]

Feels like it's strangling me too.

Isn't it all just so fucking great.

[maks]

if you want to die why don't you just cut your wrists, I promise nobody would be sad

[Lisa Battery]

I can feel the world getting more and more bullshit with every painful breath

[maks]

just end it lisa, welcome the sweet embrace of death, you can finally be at peace

[maks]

you'll never have to deal with another butt sniffing bushpig again, how awesome would that be

[Lisa Battery]

Every night without sedation is an endurance test I'm failing

[maks]

if the sight of blood creeps you out you could always drown yourself in your inflatable bathtub

[maks]

Try this, it's quick and painless, it only takes a couple of minutes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzJ0wciKRQw

[Lisa Battery]

I wish I could have cuddled Doony.

You're right though, it can only last so long and it will end.

I just have to lay here and breath/wheeze and wait for sheer mental exhaustion

[maks]

lisa you don't have to keep suffering, you alone are capable of making it stop, all you need is a little bit of courage

[maks]

and a plastic bag and some helium or nitrogen or some other inert gas

[Lisa Battery]

Try this, it's quick and painless, it only takes a couple of minutes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzJ0wciKRQw

I know all about nitrous oxide, costs about a grand for the kit and this company has a dog logo https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSA6GOiHbinbhT26inOI2e_LuFt-j-2Keuc24VKc0zydIdmDacmOkoer0i_WA

I'd be a real bitch if I didn't wait until my mum dies though, I don't know how people live like this, I don't know how they do anything, it's fucking disgusting out there

[Lisa Battery]

You either die first or have to watch everyone else die first and all the horror in the meantime

[maks]

I'm not sure what kit you're looking at but you can get a whole box of nitrous oxide canisters at the local headshop for $15 and a plastic bag costs practically nothing

[Lisa Battery]

I wish nice things for Doony

but let's face it, there isn't any nice things for anyone

[Lisa Battery]

I'm not sure what kit you're looking at but you can get a whole box of nitrous oxide canisters at the local headshop for $15 and a plastic bag costs practically nothing

What's a headshop?

[maks]

What's a headshop?

it's where you buy drug paraphernalia. every one I've ever been to sells nitrous oxide canisters, go in and ask for whippits and a cracker.

[Lisa Battery]

Oh, thanks google... yeah don't know of any headshops in Australia where I can buy a big canister of nitrous oxide, only know I can get it for about a grand through max dog brewing http://maxdogbrewing.com/products/mdb-australia-cylinder

[Plug Drugs]

oh no! those are serious signs of lung cancer! better go ask your doctor for bong hits via pill form

[Plug Drugs]

just reporting in to this thread


Oh, thanks google... yeah don't know of any headshops in Australia where I can buy a big canister of nitrous oxide, only know I can get it for about a grand through max dog brewing http://maxdogbrewing.com/products/mdb-australia-cylinder
junkie

[maks]

Oh, thanks google... yeah don't know of any headshops in Australia where I can buy a big canister of nitrous oxide, only know I can get it for about a grand through max dog brewing http://maxdogbrewing.com/products/mdb-australia-cylinder

it doesn't have to be nitrous, you can get a helium tank from any party store for a few bucks

[Plug Drugs]

nitrous oxide is like some retard shit, like something 10th graders in high school would be interested in, just saying

[Plug Drugs]

helium doesnt get you high idiot

[maks]

nitrous oxide is like some retard shit, like something 10th graders in high school would be interested in, just saying

if you're not going to help lisa build an exit bag will you please get the fuck out of this thread? why don't you go build your own, it's not like your life is ever going to get any better either

[maks]

helium doesnt get you high idiot

she's not trying to get high she's trying to build an exit bag why don't you read the fucking thread before you jump in with your dumb opinions

[Plug Drugs]

looked further into this thread: maks reported for murder

[Lisa Battery]

it's where you buy drug paraphernalia. every one I've ever been to sells nitrous oxide canisters, go in and ask for whippits and a cracker.
LOL I don't think it'd be successful with whippits, we used to get them all the time because nitrous oxide is also happy gas, that shit you get at the dentist that gets you high.... you need a big canister, tubing and a bag so you don't get any oxygen, a couple of deep breaths then you'd pass out and not feel the rest

[maks]

LOL I don't think it'd be successful with whippits, we used to get them all the time because nitrous oxide is also happy gas, that shit you get at the dentist that gets you high.... you need a big canister, tubing and a bag so you don't get any oxygen, a couple of deep breaths then you'd pass out and not feel the rest

the balloons you usually use for whippits are bigger than a typical plastic bag, I'm sure the small canisters would be fine, worse case scenario you use 2 or 3 of them

[Lisa Battery]

she's not trying to get high she's trying to build an exit bag why don't you read the fucking thread before you jump in with your dumb opinions

Lol I'm not trying to build an exit bag but I already fully know how to if and when I do.

[Plug Drugs]

saving this whole thread to file a police report

[Plug Drugs]

Lol I'm not trying to build an exit bag but I already fully know how to if and when I do.
oh okay nevermind then

[Lisa Battery]

the balloons you usually use for whippits are bigger than a typical plastic bag, I'm sure the small canisters would be fine, worse case scenario you use 2 or 3 of them

With whippits I always just sucked them out of a whipped cream thingy.... no I don't want to wake up half way through suffocating, you'd want a big canister

[maks]

Lol I'm not trying to build an exit bag but I already fully know how to if and when I do.

you should give it some thought, I mean you're suffering right why endure that it could all be over so quickly and you'll never have to suffer again

[maks]

With whippits I always just sucked them out of a whipped cream thingy.... no I don't want to wake up half way through suffocating, you'd want a big canister

that's why you seal the bag, you don't want any oxygen leaking in there

[maks]

even better you could do the bag, and stick your head in the inflatable bathtub, and cut your wrists. cover all the bases.

[Lisa Battery]

saving this whole thread to file a police report

Oh fuck off, the police have more important things to do

I am not in any immediate danger of offing myself

[Lisa Battery]

that's why you seal the bag, you don't want any oxygen leaking in there

I know

[maks]

lisa as your friends we want you to do this, it hurts us to see you in pain. if you don't do it for yourself, do it for the forum. do it on cam.

[Lisa Battery]

even better you could do the bag, and stick your head in the inflatable bathtub, and cut your wrists. cover all the bases.

lol

you always make me laugh when we are talking about me killing myself

[maks]

is your life any better than it was a year ago? do you expect it to be any better a year from now?

[maks]

everything I'm saying applies to you too plug drugs. how romantic would it be if you both killed yourselves live on webcam?

[Lisa Battery]

is your life any better than it was a year ago? do you expect it to be any better a year from now?

Of course not, life only gets more and more miserable, you'd be missing a chunk between the ears if you thought it gets better

I'm just one of these emotionally retarded wusses who can't really hack it that well, but I get to die anyway so here's looking up

[Plug Drugs]

marks has literally talked some girl into killing herself on cam before according to other people at this forum; however, due to some fluke no one ever dug into it enough to charge him, so now he thinks hes god.
He's a bad man. There is a special corner in hell reserved for him and his type.

[Lisa Battery]

everything I'm saying applies to you too plug drugs. how romantic would it be if you both killed yourselves live on webcam?

Please don't put me off suicide by saying that it is something romantic with plug drugs, I really do not like plug drugs

[maks]

Please don't put me off suicide by saying that it is something romantic with plug drugs, I really do not like plug drugs

well you better hurry up and do it then before he has a chance to join you

[Plug Drugs]

Please don't put me off suicide by saying that it is something romantic with plug drugs, I really do not like plug drugs

mommy

[maks]

Of course not, life only gets more and more miserable, you'd be missing a chunk between the ears if you thought it gets better

I'm just one of these emotionally retarded wusses who can't really hack it that well, but I get to die anyway so here's looking up

you may have little control over life, but you can take some comfort from having control over death. the sooner the better I say.

[Lisa Battery]

Maks actually makes me feel better when I'm that down, gives me a laugh about it

He's a shit kind of guy so he's great to talk to when you feel so shit that you want to die

He's terrible to talk to if you are feeling anything better than suicidal though

[Plug Drugs]

you may have little control over life, but you can take some comfort from having control over death. the sooner the better I say.
the crows tell me you are a bad man marks

[maks]

if you died you would never have to talk to me again, js

[Lisa Battery]

you may have little control over life, but you can take some comfort from having control over death. the sooner the better I say.

I do find that comforting

[Plug Drugs]

maks aka marks aka marks98 who assumed the identity after marks89 trolled too hard and he feared for his legal well-being so changed to marks98 and adopted some bullshit 'gimmick account' story

[Plug Drugs]

marks98 = marks89

[Lisa Battery]

if you died you would never have to talk to me again, js
lol

XD

Thanks

[maks]

I do find that comforting

there's a reason they call it 'the sweet release of death'. rest in peace, lisa. hurry up and rest in peace.

[Lisa Battery]

maks aka marks aka marks98 who assumed the identity after marks89 trolled too hard and he feared for his legal well-being so changed to marks98 and adopted some bullshit 'gimmick account' story
Please don't ever post near me

[Lisa Battery]

there's a reason they call it 'the sweet release of death'. rest in peace, lisa. hurry up and rest in peace.

Yeah.

I'll try and get some sleep and hope nothing bad happened Donny and that our circumstances are just really fucking shit and I promise to die eventually and sooner than I probably expect, I'll blink and it's all over. I want "it was pretty fucking shit" on my headstone.

Night.

[maks]

do it to spite plug drugs, he wants you to continue suffering he gets some sort of perverse joy out of it, take that away from him and he'll have nothing left you will have won

[Lisa Battery]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?app=desktop&persist_app=1&v=1GWsdqCYvgw

[maks]

I'm not going to watch that lisa no one is

[TheLizardWhisperer]

In youuur hereaaaddd in yoouuurheeeaaaddd Dooonnny Doooony Donnnnyy yyu yyyyyy

[Plug Drugs]

Please don't ever post near me

dont get preggerz and murder another baby whore

[Lisa Battery]

dont get preggerz and murder another baby whore

You'r repulsive in every way, I hate your mother for having you, even though it's completely your own fault what a pile of shit you are

Never post in my threads, EVER

[Lisa Battery]

I'm not going to watch that lisa no one is
Your loss

[maks]

You'r repulsive in every way, I hate your mother for having you, even though it's completely your own fault what a pile of shit you are

Never post in my threads, EVER

wouldn't it be awesome if he died

[Plug Drugs]

You'r repulsive in every way, I hate your mother for having you, even though it's completely your own fault what a pile of shit you are

Never post in my threads, EVER

i can just picture your methed up junkie ass, in full love getting fucked from behind announcing 'cum in me!' to your beloved rescuer who spared you from the harsh streets of melbourne, who started moaning harder and went Plrrfrflfplflhfmmflumprgurlruglmplfgflfgpldflrplrphlmrhplmhmfmhplfmhmfh inside you

[Lisa Battery]

wouldn't it be awesome if he died

He's so fucking repulsive in everything he thinks

Just fuck off plug drugs, thee is no excuse for the brain dead vomit you spew at anyone, there is not one person here who want to hear your shit, you have never done anything good for anyone in your disgusting life LEAVE

[Wendy <3]

Didn't read this thread but I'm assuming its because the crazy bitch murdered her baby

[maks]

The page "Plrrfrflfplflhfmmflumprgurlruglmplfgflfgpldflrplrphlmrhplmhmfmhplfmhmfh" does not exist. You can ask for it to be created. (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wikipedia:Articles_for_creation)

[maks]

He's so fucking repulsive in everything he thinks

Just fuck off plug drugs, thee is no excuse for the brain dead vomit you spew at anyone, there is not one person here who want to hear your shit, you have never done anything good for anyone in your disgusting life LEAVE

yeah but wouldn't it be great if he died holy shit I would throw a party

[maks]

a forum party, with cake and ice cream

[maks]

and bowls of fritos sitting next to bowls of dip

[Lisa Battery]

He's a pile of shit

[Wendy <3]

A pile of shit you couldn't stop sucking off all over this forum for several months

[Lisa Battery]

Didn't read this thread but I'm assuming its because the crazy bitch murdered her baby

You're so fucking stupid, plug drugs is even smarterer than you, he's just even a worserer posterer than you and it's amazing that's even possible

[Lisa Battery]

A pile of shit you couldn't stop sucking off all over this forum for several months

What the fuck are you even talking about you deluded old hag

[Plug Drugs]

yeah but wouldn't it be great if he died holy shit I would throw a party

you are an irreedemable shitbag of a human being

[juji]

and bowls of fritos sitting next to bowls of dip

No tacos?

[maks]

No tacos?

nah this is an after lunch thing I figure we could all meet up for pizza a couple of hours before the party

[maks]

there's a pizza place nearby that gives you free buffalo wings if you bring in proof that an unemployable drug addicted blowhard on the internet died

[maks]

they call it the dead bloviator special

[juji]

Does printed screenshot of suicide note from this forum count?

[maks]

yes absolutely but if you don't have that they'll settle for a piece of the corpse, finger, arm, head, that sort of thing

[juji]

Sounds good

[m0nde]

why are you sad, lisa? is it the world that is evil and unfair or is it you who perceives innocuous, every day things as personal attacks? do you think it's possible that all the terrible things that have happened in your life were in some small way your fault? or maybe everything from day one has been the world doling out one shitty thing after another in an attempt to bring you to this day of sadness because everything, after all, is about you.

[Wendy <3]

Really wish she'd stop being lazy and end her life

[maks]

Really wish she'd stop being lazy and end her life

yeah it's enough already, it's like she likes to suffer

[Lisa Battery]

What is jazz's excuse for never working a day in their life and being an utterly pile of shit retarded excuse for a person?

I know maks' problem. He's just a run of the mill narcissist, but what's jazz's excuse for being a leech their ENTIRE life?

[Lisa Battery]

Donny is a truely good person. It's so fucking rare. It's not fair he has to deal my issues.

[maks]

wendy has a job lisa she works with sick and handicapped children

[Lisa Battery]

Pffft no she does not

[maks]

yes she most certainly does, in fact last year she turned down a raise so her organization had more money to help the kids

[Lisa Battery]

yes she most certainly does, in fact last year she turned down a raise so her organization had more money to help the kids

LOL

Don't make me laugh

Absolutely untrue.

Wendy is an old discarded used up whore with more intellectual, mental and personality problems than anyone else here.

[maks]

there you go again letting your preconceived notions blind you to the facts

[Lisa Battery]

Thanks for making light of the situation and giving me another laugh.

I best just spend some time with kind lovely Donny. I have to be well enough to go to the doctor tomorrow.

[maks]

you and plug drugs have a lot in common, even when faced with undeniable evidence you can't accept that you may be wrong

[Wendy <3]

Im an old woman who has saggy breast implants and have several alt accounts and followed lisa to this forum according to the voices in her head

[maks]

oh so she's confusing you with cag?

[maks]

zing!

[Lisa Battery]

Im an old woman who has saggy breast implants and have several alt accounts and followed lisa to this forum according to the voices in her head
They aren't saggy.

And it's according to the fact that you are.

[Lisa Battery]

you and plug drugs have a lot in common, even when faced with undeniable evidence you can't accept that you may be wrong
What evidence?

I've been posting in forums with that fucktard for longer than you have.

[maks]

wendy isn't a lizard lisa she's been here since like 2005

[Lisa Battery]

wendy isn't a lizard lisa she's been here since like 2005and I've been posting in forums with that stupid skank since 2001

[maks]

adding delusions to my spreadsheet of lisa's mental problems

[Lisa Battery]

adding delusions to my spreadsheet of lisa's mental problems
You know damn well it's not a delusion, we've simply ran in similar circles on the internet.

When I'm in a dissaociative state again it'll be pretty fucking obvious because I won't even know who you are for example. I'm not currently in one but if I don't get a bit better soon I'm scared I'll be heading for another episode like that.

[maks]

you really need to throw in the towel lisa this is only going to get worse and one of these days you're going to hurt someone

[Lisa Battery]

you really need to throw in the towel lisa this is only going to get worse and one of these days you're going to hurt someonei doubt I will, well I mean I hope I never, I've only ever been violent in defense of myself or someone else and with cause where I'd do the same thing again if I had to.

I'd hurt myself before hurting anyone else, I might give out verbal bashings (no more than anyone else does though, I just happen to be very 'good' at it) but I'm actually very much more implosive than explosive... mind you most people can be pushed far enough to be explosive. I am much more likely to just one day use an exit bag when I think it will not hurt anyone else to do so

[Wendy <3]

I've never run across anyone online as mentally ill as this person is

[Lisa Battery]

I've never run across anyone online as mentally ill as this person is

Check the mirror. You're actually more stupid and sicker in the head than anyone here.

[Lisa Battery]

Sickerer

[Lisa Battery]

I'm gonna join Donny for skype nap and hug the pillow.

Maybe do more Penny Dreadful later if I can't sleep.

[TheLizardWhisperer]

hump the pillow.

[Lisa Battery]

John let me make this clear, I no longer have anything to do with you whatsoever because if I have to get the police to help me get rid of anymore shit you post about me on the internet I'll probably get voted off the island.

Get out and stay out.

[Lisa Battery]

Although I'd hope it bites you in the ass.

Dickhead loser.

[Wendy <3]

I've never murdered another human being unlike you...

[Lisa Battery]

*YAWN*

[Desolation]

did u really drive out several hours in attempt to meet teknorat for sex what the hell dude

[Lisa Battery]

I never promised sex but I was going to meet him and if I did it probably would have resulted in sex although I stipulated many times I did not guaruntee that. This story has been done to death. The fact of the matter at the time I was supposed to meet him I had not even left home and was not going to, he kept calling me and nagging me to come meet him so I did and got there about 3 hours after the time I was meant to. He did later send me a letter saying sorry along with $40 to cover the petrol money and fuck around.

But he's gone too far this time. He's crossed a line and police were let in on it to help me get rid of his dickhead bullshit. No he needs to get a life now and get the fuck over it and leave me alone.

[Lisa Battery]

And I need to get out of here and stay out for a while too.... forever again.

[Poopalew]

And I need to get out of here and stay out for a while too.... forever again.

You really do.

[Lisa Battery]

You really do.

What's the point of using your Poopalew account to say that m0nde? I mean it seems no-one wants to post with you at tim's tanty, no-one wanted to post with you here so are you trying to use your alt account to pretend you have a friend or something?


You suck on so many levels.

[Wendy <3]

You're posting with him here you dumb bitch and you keep coming back over and over and over and repeating the same shit

[TheLizardWhisperer]

I never promised sex but I was going to meet him and if I did it probably would have resulted in sex although I stipulated many times I did not guaruntee that. This story has been done to death. The fact of the matter at the time I was supposed to meet him I had not even left home and was not going to, he kept calling me and nagging me to come meet him so I did and got there about 3 hours after the time I was meant to. He did later send me a letter saying sorry along with $40 to cover the petrol money and fuck around.

But he's gone too far this time. He's crossed a line and police were let in on it to help me get rid of his dickhead bullshit. No he needs to get a life now and get the fuck over it and leave me alone.

You have no idea what you're talking about lmao

[m0nde]

yup poopalew is my bot and I have alts on this board

[m0nde]

the negativity has increased hundredfold with the return of this nasty woman

[Wendy <3]

You are my alt so shut up

[Poopalew]

You are my alt so shut up

Anyone who doesn t believe that God has the power to heal doesn t believe the Bible.

[maks]

itt lisa raging because she got owned by a bot

[m0nde]

John let me make this clear, I no longer have anything to do with you whatsoever because if I have to get the police to help me get rid of anymore shit you post about me on the internet I'll probably get voted off the island.

Get out and stay out.


You have no idea what you're talking about lmaodid she call the police on you, keknorat? please share the story with us, John. when she or stevey start using real names you know it's gotten deathly serious.

[Desolation]

I just took some molly what else. Blowing queen city loud, taking sips of ace of spades like its water.

[m0nde]

i took a sip of your tea and i ain’t been right ever since

[Desolation]

lean in my cup tell the bartender fill it up

[m0nde]

gotta love the salad

[maks]

I just took some molly what else. Blowing queen city loud, taking sips of ace of spades like its water.

hartford changed you

[Desolation]

hahahahah

[Desolation]

it's true :/

[maks]

you're not the sweet innocent shemale we used to know you're a woman now

[Lisa Battery]

I'm going to put her shit today down to hormones.

[maks]

I knew we shouldn't have let you hang out with reno that guy is bad news

[Lisa Battery]

Reno is an awesome guy.

[Donald Stone Jr]

and there is no way I can sleep


Me too.

It's something to do with life and life is pretty fatal but it still feels pretty bad.... it's hurting in my chest now.


Feels like it's strangling me too.

Isn't it all just so fucking great.


I can feel the world getting more and more bullshit with every painful breath


Every night without sedation is an endurance test I'm failing


I wish I could have cuddled Doony.

You're right though, it can only last so long and it will end.

I just have to lay here and breath/wheeze and wait for sheer mental exhaustion


You either die first or have to watch everyone else die first and all the horror in the meantime


I wish nice things for Doony

but let's face it, there isn't any nice things for anyone