I feel so cold in the pit of my stomach

and there is no way I can sleep

[maks]

whatever it is I hope it's fatal

Me too.

It's something to do with life and life is pretty fatal but it still feels pretty bad.... it's hurting in my chest now.

Feels like it's strangling me too.

Isn't it all just so fucking great.

[maks]

if you want to die why don't you just cut your wrists, I promise nobody would be sad

I can feel the world getting more and more bullshit with every painful breath

[maks]

just end it lisa, welcome the sweet embrace of death, you can finally be at peace

[maks]

you'll never have to deal with another butt sniffing bushpig again, how awesome would that be

Every night without sedation is an endurance test I'm failing

[maks]

if the sight of blood creeps you out you could always drown yourself in your inflatable bathtub

[maks]

Try this, it's quick and painless, it only takes a couple of minutes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzJ0wciKRQw

I wish I could have cuddled Doony.

You're right though, it can only last so long and it will end.

I just have to lay here and breath/wheeze and wait for sheer mental exhaustion

[maks]

lisa you don't have to keep suffering, you alone are capable of making it stop, all you need is a little bit of courage

[maks]

and a plastic bag and some helium or nitrogen or some other inert gas

Try this, it's quick and painless, it only takes a couple of minutes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzJ0wciKRQw

I know all about nitrous oxide, costs about a grand for the kit and this company has a dog logo

I'd be a real bitch if I didn't wait until my mum dies though, I don't know how people live like this, I don't know how they do anything, it's fucking disgusting out there

You either die first or have to watch everyone else die first and all the horror in the meantime

[maks]

I'm not sure what kit you're looking at but you can get a whole box of nitrous oxide canisters at the local headshop for $15 and a plastic bag costs practically nothing

I wish nice things for Doony

but let's face it, there isn't any nice things for anyone

I'm not sure what kit you're looking at but you can get a whole box of nitrous oxide canisters at the local headshop for $15 and a plastic bag costs practically nothing

What's a headshop?

[maks]

What's a headshop?

it's where you buy drug paraphernalia. every one I've ever been to sells nitrous oxide canisters, go in and ask for whippits and a cracker.

Oh, thanks google... yeah don't know of any headshops in Australia where I can buy a big canister of nitrous oxide, only know I can get it for about a grand through max dog brewing http://maxdogbrewing.com/products/md...ralia-cylinder

[Plug Drugs]

oh no! those are serious signs of lung cancer! better go ask your doctor for bong hits via pill form

[Plug Drugs]

just reporting in to this thread

Oh, thanks google... yeah don't know of any headshops in Australia where I can buy a big canister of nitrous oxide, only know I can get it for about a grand through max dog brewing http://maxdogbrewing.com/products/md...ralia-cylinder

junkie

[maks]

Oh, thanks google... yeah don't know of any headshops in Australia where I can buy a big canister of nitrous oxide, only know I can get it for about a grand through max dog brewing http://maxdogbrewing.com/products/md...ralia-cylinder

it doesn't have to be nitrous, you can get a helium tank from any party store for a few bucks

[Plug Drugs]

nitrous oxide is like some retard shit, like something 10th graders in high school would be interested in, just saying

[Plug Drugs]

helium doesnt get you high idiot

[maks]

nitrous oxide is like some retard shit, like something 10th graders in high school would be interested in, just saying

if you're not going to help lisa build an exit bag will you please get the fuck out of this thread? why don't you go build your own, it's not like your life is ever going to get any better either

[maks]

helium doesnt get you high idiot

she's not trying to get high she's trying to build an exit bag why don't you read the fucking thread before you jump in with your dumb opinions

[Plug Drugs]

looked further into this thread: maks reported for murder

it's where you buy drug paraphernalia. every one I've ever been to sells nitrous oxide canisters, go in and ask for whippits and a cracker.

LOL I don't think it'd be successful with whippits, we used to get them all the time because nitrous oxide is also happy gas, that shit you get at the dentist that gets you high.... you need a big canister, tubing and a bag so you don't get any oxygen, a couple of deep breaths then you'd pass out and not feel the rest