Public Apology

[oOBatteryOo]

Im sorry and embarrassed. But most of all, Im REALLY deeply sorry.

I've had some retardation mental phases that couldn't control myself, since i registered was the worst experience in forum some months history. I've insulted to the most important members like maks, sex with dead people, barry, jon, camoron, ascii_genitals, etc... Words cannot express how truly sorry im for the anxiety, frustration and inconvenience that i caused.

This is especially saddening because i was founded on the promise of bringing fun social back to the internet and making the experience of posting happier and easier for everyone who chooses to laugh with us. I know i failed to get accepted on this forum.

You deserved better a lot than me. Nothing is more important than regaining your trust and all of us here hope you will give us the opportunity to welcome.

I'm going to reveal the truth about my rape history:


My father emotionally, physically and sexually abused me. I moved out at the age of sixteen, hoping to escape all the pain, only to find out that it would follow me. My psyche and boundaries were very damaged and I did not realize that because of my upbringing and appearance I attracted sexual predators.
After dating at age twenty-one, I discovered my boyfriend was a porn addict. So great was his sexual perversity and infidelity that I was at a loss to know what to do to save my relationship. Finally, after five years of relationship, i broke up and im still lonely...

He took a keen interest in me that made me feel special. I really thought he cared and wanted to help me. His acts of kindness convinced me that I had found a father figure I could trust and who would help me forget my relationship and work through my past abuse.

We got to the hotel room and to my surprise he had a key and opened the door. He went inside and I followed. Once inside he began kissing me. Shockedand terribly confused, I pushed him away and told him I didn’t understand. He said he was in love with me and had been waiting to tell me. He told mehe thought I was the most beautiful woman he ever had seen and that he wanted to make love to me.

I was stunned. I told him I could not do that as I was convinced and did not have the same feelings towards him. This seemed to make him angry and he became more forceful. Why I did not run out of the room I am not sure. Part of me felt immobilized. I felt obligated to stay and talk him down. After all I did not want to hurt his feelings!

I kept physically fighting him off and telling him that though I respected him as my pastor and as a father figure I wanted him to stop. He pushed me, tore my clothes and raped me. The ugly event seemed to last forever. It was as if I mentally checked out. I remember that it hurt, that I was crying and that he was calling me names like whore and slut and saying many derogatory things about me. As he was violating me there was a knock on the door. Apparently he had this whole thing planned and had invited others to join him. He let four strangers into the room, who all took their turn raping me. They raped me both anally and vaginally. The pain was incredible as they were very rough and forceful. After what seemed like forever I blacked out. I remember the pastor shaking me hard and slapping me across the face.

One of the most disturbing things that happened that night is that I had an orgasm. Despite years of relationship, it was my first orgasm ever. It really`confused me. I thought some part of me must be mentally sick to have experienced the pleasure of an orgasm during this horrific trauma. My only conclusion was that there was something terribly perverted and wrong with me.


That's all.

[sup bros]

no way.

[DrHundos]

at least you came

[sup bros]

at least you came

i believe the correct tense is "cummed"

[patrolled faggot]

I didn't read much of that but that isn't me or anything I've ever said

[sup bros]

even if that is an alt, there's no way that story is real.

[patrolled faggot]

you already know that cody is an idiot

[sup bros]

you right, you right

[sex with dead people]

Pick one account and stick with it so I don't have to keep blocking you.

[sex with dead people]

I wonder if it was Pastor Travis that slapped her?

[maks]

the best apology you could give is to leave forever

[doctor remulak]

Yes it is Lisa

I am Doctor Remulak.

[doctor remulak]

I wonder if it was Pastor Travis

I am Doctor Remulak.

please tell me this is a copy pasta or something i mean holy shit

[jon]

i kinda hope so too but eh w/e d/c

- not reading
- not reacting

This is an excerpt from the newest volume of Chicken Soup for the Soul

[sex with dead people]

5 star thread

[pilleater]

god is great

yeah yeah god is good

yeah yeah

[patrolled faggot]

please tell me this is a copy pasta or something i mean holy shit

nope

that comes directly from someone's mind and certainly not something I've ever said

that account is maks because he has a life

[Lexi Persimmons]

That must have been so traumatic for you dear. I gather you're still recovering.

[patrolled faggot]

*blinks*

I need someone smart to play with

[blumpkin blownuts]

everyone knows that's you, you always claim your alts are someone else it doesn't fool anybody anymore

[sex with dead people]

Just put that moron on ignore.

[juji]

wow Lisa is becoming an acceptable poster

[juji]

Just put that moron on ignore.

http://rubycalaber.com/forums/profil...t=ignore&u=696

[sex with dead people]

If someone doesn't kill that bitch irl idk wtf I'm gonna do

[timmy]

If someone doesn't kill that bitch irl idk wtf I'm gonna do

my fellow posters keep pressuring me to do one of three things
1. rape lisa
2. fuck lisa
3. kill lisa

i am not going to do any of them no no no that would require care

why not all 3?