do you know how fucked up the modern mental health system is?
it is essentially a prison where people rot until they decide that everyday life is better than rotting in a fucking cell getting sedated every day and being brain dead
what i wouldnt give to be 16 again, going to an outpatient program every day, under the safety of my parents who supplied me with food and shelter, doing whatever disgusting drugs i could get my hands on, and eating her sweet pussy out on the weekends... what i wouldnt give to be there again..
whenever i'm back at that hospital (visitiing a dying relative, paying off medical bills, etc), the very smell of the place brings up memories that take me back to being a 16 year old, sitting in the mental hospital cafeteria sitting across from her, the love of my life, ate her pussy out and fucked around with her for 3 years, before one day she realized that fucking around with some crazy drug addicted psychopath was fucked up and that she could do a lot better, and then i was gone, but it wasnt an easy tear for her, or for me... i was the one who kicked her out of my life, for little reasons that i have long since forgotten, why was i such a dumbass, she was amazing and i was a punk fucking kid a worthless scumbag and she was an angel and i kicked her out of my life and ensured good seats in hell.. fuck.. i need some adderall, and some mushrooms, i need a game changer, something to change my perspective on things. Maybe I should go back to college? maybe i should find some better drugs and some new pussy to bang on for a while? Its all the same old bullshit.. opiate withdrawals make life so depressing, for weeks after the last time i used them.
Precious precious opiates. They are my goddess now. She never lies, never cheats, she is always honest: "I will make you feel like heaven for a few hours, and then once I'm gone, you will miss me"
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11-19-2012
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LISAAAAAAAAAAH!king steveyos11-19-2012
*cuddle*
I really like you, you're a good guy
but you need to stop the hard drugs or you'll die or worse, you'll end up a retarded piece of shit... you're still heaps young... it never gets any easier, only harder so stop now.
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11-19-2012
thank you
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11-19-2012
did she really just say 'heaps young'?
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11-19-2012
do you hear what lisa is telling you
she wants you to break it up with your girl. you already did that once and regretted it, why would you do it again
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11-19-2012
she has a point with the retarded piece of shit thing though. she would know
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LISAAAAAAAAAAH!king steveyos11-19-2012
these people are idiots
you can see how much better you are than them Plug Drugs
you can also see by looking at them what you could become, only difference is their idiocy and disgusting ways is inherrent and not the result of a decade or more of heavy drug use..... if you even lived another 10 years... which you might not unless you stop and even if you do... you could end up as stupid as the people you see here Plugs, take 50 IQ points of you or I and that is what we could be like.... scary huh?
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LISAAAAAAAAAAH!king steveyos11-19-2012
now if you'll excuse me I have to go walk the streets because my car fucking broke
I'm feeling stabby
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11-19-2012
don't leave meeeeeeeeeeee
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11-19-2012
oh shit ran out of beer gotta buy some more
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11-19-2012
it lasted for 3 years thank you very much
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11-19-2012
and you blame her for being a miserable old fuckass
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11-19-2012
i don't know you but chances are it's not her it's the drugs
you won't realize while they continue to take away all your shit until they finally take away your ego - if you're lucky, that is
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11-19-2012
also finally read that and your mistake was believing that any relationship will last forever because it implies that the people in that relationship are not two distinct complete individuals who will continue to grow and change over time. if you could accept that compatibility is transient, and get off your ass and go find another girl if that's what you want, you wouldn't be pining away for some broad you used to fuck when you were a teenager.
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11-19-2012
she was different, she was like you or me, true expression of the inner child man.. real deep and all that.
you've got to understand when there's something you've been "looking for" your whole life, and then you find it, and its slips between your fingers, what else is left?
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11-19-2012
that's exactly the sort of shit I was talking about. she wasn't different, there's a hundred thousand girls just like her. she may have been atypical, but she wasn't unique. also, she wasn't the same person at the end of your relationship that she was at the beginning, and she's not either one of them now. the girl you're pining away for no longer exists.
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11-19-2012
i guess i never thought of it like that before
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11-19-2012
plug drugs, everyone here loves you
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11-19-2012
the concept of mating for life assumes that people will remain compatible which assumes that they will stop developing as individuals, that's why it's wrong and that's why it doesn't work. your current predicament was caused by growing up in a society that brainwashed you into desiring the unrealistic and unnatural concept of 'true love'.
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11-19-2012
no one knows this better than m0nde btw
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11-19-2012
but ramen and aber will learn about it
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11-19-2012
looseing campotabloaity
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11-19-2012
dp's actually got the right idea, he lives with some chick but he's not going to marry her no matter how many kids she pops out because he knows that almost every relationship is going to fail eventually and why complicate it with paperwork
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LISAAAAAAAAAAH!king steveyos11-19-2012
maks
no-one wants to mate with you or live with you
you have no woman
you can philosophise on love all you want, the fact is you have none and it's not even an option for you to even play with
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11-19-2012
Not reading that clump, I'm trying to help my friend here recognize reality and I won't have you derailing it.
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LISAAAAAAAAAAH!king steveyos
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