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Undertakers.Quote:
Originally Posted by blumpkin blownuts
they see me rollinQuote:
Originally Posted by siburke939
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Why couldn't I figure it out my first two years of college when my mind was at its sharpest? How did I miss the writing on the wall, the fact that every <State> Institute of Technology or <State> Technological Institute consisted of at most 30% American citizens in the student body, no matter the state wither it was Caltech or fucking Kentucky Tech.
We all graduated, I went home to TN, Kadeer went home to Mudhut-istan, and he's eating my dinner because his employer (what shoulda been MY employer) doesn't have to pay for overtime, FMLA, environmental, etc in some vulnerable third-world shitpit. Not to mention paying his curry-stained ass $9000 a year is pretty hard to pass up vs an American with comparable (if not slightly better qualifications) that will cost you $45,00 plus benefits, plus government oversight.
At least marks is the first person that will seriously try to change my mind out of all whom I've discussed this with from the "tea party" or hard-libertarian mentality.
Everyone else just tells me and my talking points to go fuck themselves, ala "wahhh whatta liberal crybaby no wonder nobody has hired you"
Too bad if you think I talk out of my ass, as opposed to personal experience of myself and classmates, but it's rare I parrot someone soundbytes (despite being guilty of an occasional indulgence) but honestly you seem to usually make up your own fuckin mind for yourself, and I respect that.
Let's not forgot I worked a 3rd shift drive-thru within a year if graduate in CpE befire I got sick of the emotional drainage frim people lirerally saing Lol you work at a mcdonalds, do you see my awesome car and pretty girlfriend, how do you fee" (to which I answered I feel like leting the shift leader, put up with youm, good-night, to loud, confused niggers who cant read a menu are ae in drivehtru 3-4x time withing 40 minutes and threatening to shoot you, to greasy tramps flashing me and asking for my number, to catching DUI peckerwoods pissing by the dumpster)
then i supported systems for marketing junk mail (snail mail)
then i worked as a video editor & (free Profressor Windows) supporting PR goons and even more marketing thugs
now i seriously make a difference in our servicmens' lives, though it's boring work compared to programming eeproms and assembly rotines
but thats about to change, i have a mentor whose done everyhting in the army I've ever wanted to od (whick is alot)
Things like raising the minimum wage or forcing employers to offer new perks is only going to make this worse
what do you do in the military? i was (am) considering enlisting as a non combattant geomatics person (land survey/map making) because it looks like it would be a fun experience for a couple of yearsQuote:
Originally Posted by blumpkin blownuts
my ex killed one of them afghani dudes on that pack of cards "most wanted" thingy by tracking him & calling in an airstrike while i was amongst the first to land there what have you done to help your country today
if you dont use opiates for a few weeks your tolerance completely goes back to baseline. I thought I had a permanent tolerance for a long time, but last night was my first night using opiates in almost a month, and I actually 'felt' 15mg of hydrocodone. It didn't give me a nod mind you, but I 'felt' it. I thought it was a miracle, because normally I don't even bother with hydrocodone because a few times I had eaten 75mg of it and felt absolutely nothing.Quote:
Originally Posted by blumpkin blownuts
About a month ago I had a 120mg/day oxy habit or 45mg/day methadone, whichever was easier to get (methadone was invariably cheaper, but would slightly block my oxy high for a few days afterwards so I usually chose oxy when I could afford it).
But anyways, the point is that my tolerance is actually lower right now than it has been in years, after just one month of not using any opiates.
I'm happy with where I'm at with opiates right now; I don't have a job so I can't do them every day and skyrocket my tolerance again. I can only afford to have a few day long binge every 1-2 weeks, but now I don't have to worry about tolerance or whether I'm going to be sick if I can't find another dose
nice broken image
i can see it and that's all that matters
is that a side effect of an antibiotic?
yeah best way to reset tolerance is just to suck it up and kick for awhile. ive never needed help to kick but if i did i would much rather go back on sub than take methadone. only thing about sub is it wont really precipitate w/d like most ppl claim (thats the diff b/t subuxone and subutex, subutex containsd fucking narcan). but also if you take suboxone with the right cocktail, it'll fuck you up a lot harder than hc, oc, hm etc.. so even with sub you have to wanna quit or you'll just endp addicted to another substance.
kicking's great though, once you're past the first week of w/d and can stop shaking and shitting everywhere it feels kinda cool to not be done up all the time. plus when you restart then you can keep your tolerance artifically low for several weeks by co-adminning 45-50mg DXM with your opiate
opiate addictions are a lot of fucking work apparently
and thats why i dont pop pills or shoot heroin
a lot of people told me sub was the shit, even my dealer
but better than hydromorphone? i dont know, i've been skeptical about it. I'm skeptical of most of the synthetics, they feel too 'dirty' and don't hit that "totally relaxed" sweet-spot that morphine or the codones/morphones hit
hearing junkies saying things like "i plug my bupe" (which i thought was hilarious) is the reason i made the name "plug drugs"
"what you want" is typically what's best for you. If a person goes to a doctor already knowing what medication they would like to be prescribed, they are very rarely satisfied when they leave the doctor unless they got the hot new medication they wanted. It's like a placebo effect. Even if something is clinically more likely to give you results, your mind's own psychosomatic influence will make you believe your still "sick" unless you got what you "think" is going to make you feel better.Quote:
Originally Posted by lnopia the great
hmm... how well do you tolerate demerol? tramadol? even though bupe is still an opiate it's very-highly substituted.Quote:
Originally Posted by Plug Drugs
and that's generally the case - that if you have trouble enjoying or tolerating many synthetics (or bupe), then yeah, best to avoid them all completely
hahah plugging bupe, if you decide to try some you wanna rail it. i've plugged a drug or two in my day but only tried with oramorph & certain stimulants (βk-MDMA worked really well up the cornhole) but with most stuff (particularly opiates) if eating or railing won't work, i'll just pass
just remember bupe builds tolerance fast & is addictive as fuck, theres just no feeling in the world like believing that another chemical is your only chance to quit an older chemical, and ending up addicted to both
also you'll get bad side fx taking it 45-60 days or longer (as in taking it every day or almost every day)
and you have to mix it if you're taking it to get high, you gotta coadmin a benz/barb plus a stronger antihistamine than DPH, you'll need atarax or phenergan. but yeah a 2mg sub, a 2mg bar, and 50mg phenergan could do me just as easily as an 8 of hm, at like 1/3-1/4 the price of that overpriced shit.
funny about names, i used to have a screenname somewhere of just "Dilaudid" before the niggers on the east side (only way to get it) started trying to charge me $10 for a fuckin M2
also hi Cid,
I swear on my eyes that I'm really not a dirtbag i just like to get loose in the privacy of my own home
grey goose will get ya girl feelin loose
do you guys order drugs from mycoolpharmacy.tx or are we talking shady dealers here
I don't think health care covers "babysitting emotions"Quote:
Originally Posted by Plug Drugs